Ethan I was wrong... Not because I kissed Vanessa, I was wrong to assume. I built a whole story in my head without checking anything. I saw a hand on Clara's back and decided that I was already out of her life. I saw a look and turned it into a sentence. And instead of asking her... I reacted. Pride disguised as maturity, I said they made a lovely couple like I was being fancy, when in reality I was protecting myself from a possibility I didn't even confirm. The most ironic thing is that I always boasted of being strategic. Not moving a piece without sufficient information. And the only thing that really matters... I acted on impulse. Vanessa arrived on Saturday without warning. She brought wine. Always bring wine when she think something is changing. She came to my house. I didn't

