Ria's POV. Flicking the switch in the bathroom, I turned off the shower. All attempts not to feel bad, guilty or perhaps, responsible for what had happened to him seemed futile. The ghost of my selfish decision last night wouldn't stop haunting me and that has definitely made my mind a junkyard of thoughts. I actually thought that I wouldn't feel it this much and when the guilt seemed to spread in my heart like an infection, I thought I could do as much as not think about it. But I was wrong. The guilt seemed to tear my insides apart and the shower that I thought would help me to better clear my head and mind, seemed to make the matter worse. The sound of trickling water from the shower sounded like whispers of the ghost of my selfish decision and each drop that seemed to run down the len

