The whoosh of water could be heard as I stood under the shower trying to get my mind off whatever had happened earlier which I knew wouldn't be possible. I mean, the event like a stain to a fabric was already glued to mind and there wasn't anything I think I could have done to remove it. Actually, getting a shower wasn't much of my idea because left to me, I would have decided to seek for ways to correct my mistake which I knew also was like trying to contain the wind, totally impossible.
Nonetheless, I'd to do it because it was Mathew's idea and if anything, his ideas seemed to have worked in the past which was why I decided to give it a shot. Perhaps, it would help me feel better.
In the meantime, I pushed my fingers through my wet hair as I closed my eyes and drew in a deep calming
