I tried walking a few steps, immediately tripping. Heaven and earth kept spinning together, making it impossible for me to keep my balance. I was both tired and hungry, with basically no energy to go on.
Looking at Cadell's ugly face, I suddenly developed a strong rejection of reality. I don't want to accept my life coming to a bland ending, or at least I don't want die next to this ugly monster.
If I die, I want to die freely. Like skydiving or sinking into the sea. And in this sweltering forest where no one comes to visit, I don't want to.
But it doesn't matter if I like it or not, because I have no other choice. My mind becomes hazy like the way I see everything around me, somehow I have the feeling, that if I close my eyes now, I will never wake up again.
While trying to open my ey
