One day

Chapter 18

I'm Sen, one day I saw Lilith in my dream. 

But what about washing away my sins? Apparently, she was the one who broke everything… I didn't like the way Lilith blamed me at all, so I countered by saying, “You clean up everything you caused, I won't I help you."

Having said that, I couldn't help but be a little surprised, now I can speak fluently, perhaps all of my abnormal emotions today have signaled good progress of the mental illness.

But what happened right after that made me unable to believe it.

Can't understand why I'm standing in front of the mirror anymore, just a second ago I was in pitch-black darkness. Now I feel the air is beginning to heat up again, the fishy smell wafts around the tip of my nose, smelling a bit like blood or rusty iron.

“You caused everything, why are you just watching me clean up?” Lilith adjusted her clothes, wore a rather heavy iron necklace around her neck, and casually spoke to me.

I let out a small laugh, assuming she was talking about spilling the dishes just now, but still didn't say another word. This is my dream, and I realized it, so I can completely control everything in here because the nature of this dream is no different from the Lucid Dream at all.

I have a small amount of confidence, but the look of Lilith dancing nonchalantly is scary, her dance is weird as if she's performing a ritual. Furthermore, she didn't even step on the broken pieces painfully, her blood spilling onto the snow-white ground.

Even in reality, I don't want Lilith to get hurt, but in my dreams, Lilith is so miserable, deep in a corner of my heart I cry out to make her stop but to no avail.

Like before, I know I'm in a dream but I can't control it because I'm so tired I don't want to move, and since this is a dream when I wake up, all the things become meaningless. Dreams are thoughtless, so I don't want to do anything.

Lilith fell down, she continued to crawl to where I stood, her figure was struggling, on the contrary, I just hoped that I would wake up soon.

If I don't wake up in time, I'll be late for school.

"You can't go, look at this mess, it's all your fault." Lilith looked at her bloody hands and broken body, her expression clearly showing her disapproval.

I raised my hand and scratched my head, not knowing what to say to her… arguing with other people in a dream doesn't seem very good, what a childish act. Just as Lilith raised her hand to pull me back, I felt so scared from the bottom of my heart that I involuntarily took a few steps away from her.

Lilith froze for a moment, her hand in midair gradually lowered, then restored the ironic expression on her face. She laughed maniacally, muttering under her breath: "You don't deserve it, you don't deserve-"

"Stop it!" I shouted angrily, Lilith was becoming more and more excessive, even disturbing in my dreams.

I carefully kept my distance from Lilith, not giving her a chance to approach me, telling myself to wake up quickly. At the same time, I also put on the calmest pose myself in front of Lilith, so that she wouldn't notice that I was extremely scared, so Lilith wouldn't dare to do anything too extreme.

Feeling almost able to wake up, I started to run away, Lilith behind me screaming at me not to run. But there's no way I'll stop, the light ahead is growing like it's welcoming me to jump in, and I don't hesitate to fall into it.

I opened my heavy eyelids with difficulty, and I heard Lilith impatiently calling me to wake up. Lilith is wearing a uniform that looks like mine, she looks a bit gentle, it's just that her actions are in contrast to that gentle appearance.

I sat up lazily, looked at the clock, and discovered that I was going to be late for school, Lilith on the side kept urging me: “What are you doing out there? If you don't hurry, we'll be late for school!"

Realizing something was off, I quickly asked, “Why are you wearing my uniform?”

"No, this is my uniform, I'm transferring to your school today." Lilith hurriedly pulled me out of bed as she did in her last dream, telling me: "Hurry up, hurry up, I can't be late for my first day of school."

I also quickly went to change my clothes, asking Lilith a few questions.

After being busy for a while, in short, Lilith will go to school with me, she's just one grade above me. I don't feel well, if her school is suspended, she should stay at home, not go to another school, then, unfortunately, her school has to go back to school and she has to drop out midway here.

Besides, I didn't expect Lilith to follow me all the way to the school.

Today Lilith doesn't look that much different, it's just that she wears the same outfit as me and wears her hair in a ponytail. Her hairband is red which is quite eye-catching, there is also a beautiful bracelet on her wrist, then she turns around and urges me to go faster.

I fast my pace increased, wondering why my parents didn't tell me this sooner. But now that I think about it, it seems that my mother came into my room last night to announce this, but I didn't care much so she didn't continue.

Oh man, I forgot I didn't even agree to let Lilith share a room before. Long time no mention and the end is like this, I have to stay with Lilith for another half year.

Near school, I purposely kept a distance from Lilith so that people wouldn't realize we knew each other. Lilith was in the crowd so prominent, and I was so insignificant, I didn't want people to look at the two of us and start pointing at me.

Gradually I purposely mixed into the crowd, Lilith turned around and didn't see me everywhere, looking around and around, then the school bell rang and she gave up and went to class herself. Suddenly, I feel so humble, I don't know what I'm afraid of anymore.

I went into my classroom and saw a wooden box placed on the teacher's desk, though I was curious but not so much that I needed to ask someone else. For me, it doesn't matter what else appears in the class, just doesn't affect me, then someone brings that box in front of me and asks me to take out a piece of paper in there.

Seeing my puzzled expression, my classmate immediately said: "Today is the day to rearrange seats, you will sit in the seat with the number written on the piece of paper."

I remained silent and pulled out a small piece of paper. Based on the number on the piece of paper I found my seat, it was a position at the back of the classroom near the window, so I wondered if I should ask someone to change my seat because I was sitting here listening to teaching is difficult.

However, when I raised my head and faced everyone who had safely sat in my place, I felt hesitant and didn't want to go anywhere else, so I had to sit in my seat.

Coincidentally, this used to be Sana's location when she was in school, accident I got some phone numbers written on the table. Although they were dimmed, I could still see, if I wasn't mistaken, one of these numbers was Sana's phone number.

Sometimes I also have a habit of writing what is necessary on the table, like a phone number.

Hope began to sprout in my heart, if I wasn't able to talk normally with her, I could text her, resolve all the misunderstandings. I took out my phone and saved those contacts, then wiped it all clean table.

In my heart I felt countless joys, wishing to quickly find out Sana's number, but soon I fell into trouble. What if one of them is James' phone number, what to do?

Or someone else's too, do I have to contact many everyone to find Sana?

It's too difficult, I need to find a simpler way… maybe texting will work, I'll text each person and pretend I'm an employee of the service provider texting the customer.

That's the theory, when I practice I feel helpless. I found this method too lengthy, so I opted for the original method, calling each person individually. If I accidentally call James or Sana's family, I will hang up immediately, as if I called the wrong person.

"Today, the seniors said that there was a new transfer student there, I heard it's very pretty, can you guys go see it?"

A classmate at the door of the classroom called in, and immediately a crowd of people responded and invited each other to go to the upper class to see, it seems that Lilith outstanding a bit too much. I don't really like her, but it's undeniable that her personality suits the crowd well, it's not surprising that people talk about her excitedly.

Almost everyone in the class joined in, leaving only a few people as uninterested as I was working hard to prepare for the next class.

In the middle of such a quiet atmosphere, suddenly someone lightly tapped my shoulder, I looked up, it turned out to be Lilith. She said, “Your school is really bustle, but don't you go out and play?”

I glanced around, seeing absolutely nothing called a bustle. Since the quiet class made Lilith's voice especially resounding, I was quite annoyed, I didn't want to say anything else.

At that time, Lilith kept trying to start a conversation with me, some people in the class who couldn't hide their curiosity also looked here, that's what I hate most about being with Lilith, I don't like other people looking at the two of us standing. in one place.

Well, Lilith is very reasonable, doesn't make fun of me in public, if otherwise, I can only silently endure, making fun of others. In any case, the dream that haunted me yesterday made me much warier of Lilith, and a little bit wanting to stay away from her as much as possible.

I heard people talking in the distance, it seems that they are the group of people who wanted to try to see Lilith but to no avail, and they are currently returning to the classroom. Troublesomely, Lilith was standing right where I was.