Ch. 5
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Ch. 5
Pandia's Pov:
" I Maxwell Martin, Alpha of Midnight pack reject you Pandia as my mate and Luna "
He sneered at me as he said those words giving me the final blow of losing my sanity, he glared angrily waiting for my acceptance. My whole world came crumbling down without any warning as I felt my heart race faster than it ever did.
" I .... accept .... your .... rejection "
I let out the words he was waiting to hear and he smirked at me with satisfaction
" I should've done this a long time "
He said to me in disgust and he pulled the girl who was laughing the whole time at me by her waist and they walked away without him sparing me glance. I felt pained than I had ever felt and I wanted nothing more than for it to stop. I felt as if I was dying over and over again and that my heart stopped beating, I started to cry my heart out and I held my chest tight. It hurt so much and I wanted nothing more than to claw out my heart, I stood up on my feet and started to ran deep into the forest not knowing where I was going. I just wanted to leave the banquet and I didn't want to return back home, I was scared I might ran into him and the pain would worsen up. I didn't know I had ran into one of the gods's temple until I ran into a sculpture, I yelped out as I bumped hard into the sculpture and I felt a very sharp pain where I bumped the sculpture with. I stepped back from the sculpture and I got a good look at it, it was dark and I couldn't really see it well which god's temple it was but for some unknown reasons I had this nostalgic feeling about the sculpture and I trailed my hand on it.
I decided to go farther into the temple and my legs took me to the altar, it was very dark inside and I tried finding the torches but I couldn't find them nor did I know where exactly to search for. I tried to feel Lea but yet still it felt as if she wasn't there anymore and I was yet left to suffer the pain alone, tears brimmed in my eyes yet again and I felt them gush out of the eyes and they trailed down my cheeks. I brought my myself on my knees in front of the altar as I cried my eyes out.
" Please help me, it hurts so much. Please take away my pain I can't take this anymore, I can't live in this world anymore take me away from my sufferings. I didn't do anything wrong, I had never wronged anyone yet why do they wrong me? "
I clasped my hands together as I begged and prayed to whichever god it was, I just wanted nothing more than to die but I knew I didn't have that courage to take away my own life. My life had no meaning and I felt it was meaningless to keep living such a life, I had no family and my mate whom I thought would save me from my harsh life turned out to be my hater. My late father used to tell me the moon goddess loved all her children dearly but I now believe that was just a bedtime story, where was she when I was abused all those years and yet she decided to pair me up with someone who hated me dearly. I cried out loud and screamed on top of my lungs, the pain I was feeling was just so unbearable that I ended up crying myself to sleep.
I groaned and stirred on the floor as the loud sounds of birds chirping in the trees woke me up from my sleep, I quickly sat up when last night's memories came crashing down on me. I couldn't believe I had slept out, I needed to get back before anyone finds out that I hadn't slept in my room. I stood up and started to walk out of the temple, I stood in front of a sculpture as I tried figure out which god it was. Some sculptures had boar symbols on them while others had wolf, sword, spear, vulture but I still couldn't figure out which god it was as I wasn't much of a believer myself, that was my first time of ever visiting a temple.
I quickly exited the temple and ran back to the pack, I peeked around as I tried my best to avoid running into anyone and I hurriedly walked back into my room. I quickly spread my makeshift bed and went under the blanket as I pretended to sleep waiting for my door to be knocked on,
" Pandia "
I heard Lea's voice in my mind and I subconsciously rolled my eyes at here,
" Oh now you're back? "
I said to her in a sarcastic manner, she wasn't there when I needed her most and now she appeared out of nowhere trying to sound worried
" You blocked me out, I tried all my best to talk to you but you blocked me out "
She said and I stayed quiet for awhile not understanding what she meant by that,
" What do you mean? "
I asked her in an unpleasant tone and I knew she could sense how angry I was at her.
" I really tried to mind link you but you had cut off and blocked the mind link, I was now finally able to talk to you "
She quickly explained which made me confused, I really didn't know much about how the mind link worked since no one had bothered to teach me. The young werewolves were taught all these but I was put to work instead of being taught all these like the others.
" I didn't do that, I don't even know how to call upon you let alone block you "
I quickly defended myself and I felt her nodded in understanding,
" Our mate ... "
" Let's not talk about him, we'll move on and we'll forget about him. I'll leave here when I get the chance but I want nothing to do with mate "
I quickly cut her off and said
" What about our second chance mate if we do have one, won't we search? "
She worriedly asked
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