I finished my makeup the following night with a final touch to my smoky eye and looked at myself in the mirror. The red dress was strapless and tight against my body, making every curve quite pronounced and loud, which I had no problem with. I added the red lipstick and fluffed my curls before stepping back and taking a selfie, sending it to the group of ladies, along with the message that I was making the most of our final night. They had already gotten the low down when I called them when Howie had left to go to his room for a bit; I had to spill. And each one of them freaked out on me, although they all gushed. And then I wrapped up the call by making sure that Alex was picking me up from the airport. I hung up the phone, trying not to cry. My phone beeped and I looked down as I saw th

