Chapter7 Hailey

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Shoot what have I done? I was making my way out of English class and I didn't even know where his office was located which I didn't care because I wasn't going there ever. As I made my way to my locker, I felt someone grabbed me and pulled me into an office. I screamed and began fighting the person but once I focused more I realized that it was none other than Mr. sanders and I started fighting him even more at that. I didn't know why he was so adamant to persue this ungodly relationship with me, if you could call this a relationship. Being told what to do is not how a relationship should be. I am very stubborn and if he thought that he could get me to bend to his will he thought wrong.Upon fighting him he somehow overpowered me and started kissing me. Gosh his lips were so soft and demanding. I've never been kissed like this with mark and I somehow lost myself in that moment and began kissing him back. Mark. I remembered my boyfriend and with one thought I raised my knee and kicked him right in his crotch. He hissed and let go and I took that opportunity to flee. What have I done? Did I just cheat on mark? Is kissing considered cheating? What am I going to do? I ran to my next class and then I remembered that my books fell while being overpowered by Mr.sanders. Shoot I'll have to go back and get them, but not today and not without someone being there with me. He can keep them if he wanted.As I sat down in my seat bookless and the teacher told us to copy notes from the textbook into our notebook I looked around lost as to what to do. Curse Mr.sanders for getting me in this position. I was now in history class and then it was lunch time after this. Ten minutes later there was a knock on the door and Mr.sanders barged in without waiting for the teacher to open the door. " Mr.sanders good day sir, what can I do for you?" My Hystory teacher Miss.Fallon said while batting her eyelashes at Mr.sanders and I had to roll my eyes at that.Mr.sanders didn't reply as his eyes landed on me and he began walking my way. Shoot what does he want now? " Miss.Garcia you forgot your stuff earlier in math class so I thought I might do the good thing and take them to you." He said while smirking and putting them down on my desk. He leaned forward and whispered in my ears. " don't think that you running from me this is going to be the end, you are mine Hailey, all mine." And with that he left without so much as a glance towards the teacher who was giving me death glare as well as the other girls in the class. What have I done to deserve this? I have a boyfriend who I'm going to call the minute I leave this call. We have been communicating daily and I missed him so much. I can't wait for him to visit me whenever he can. If Mr.sanders thought he had some hold over me he was wrong, I was going to prove to him that I wasn't a doormat. No matter what he said I was not his and I never will be. I tried to talk myself out of this thing with Mr.sanders that I would never get involved with him, but no matter how I try my mind always goes back to him. Gosh this was frustrating. My mind was refusing him but my body wanted him close. I had to get mark here no matter what or I would end up cheating on him and that's something that I don't want to do no matter how much my body craves Mr.sanders, I will never allow myself to be that kind of girl, not now or ever. I just kept on convincing myself that I didn’t want Dominic, that I didn’t want anything to do with him but deep down inside I knew I was wrong. Why couldn’t he choose someone else apart from me? I’m seventeen years old and a bit too young for him so why couldn’t he focus on someone his age and leave me alone? I needed mark here with me, once he’s here then I know that there was no way Dominic would look at me because he would see that I didn’t want him. “ you want him stupid.” I mumbled to myself and my eyes became wide at what I just said. I can’t believe I was even thinking about being in a relationship with Dominic. If mark and I ever broke up, I’m not sure I want to peruse anything with Dominic because I was scared. I knew my parents wouldn’t want that either because he was much older than me and I didn’t want to explain myself to them because I didn’t feel like it. I wanted to be someone my age so I could feel free of all the burden of dating someone who wasn’t my age. That’s why I chose mark in the first place. He’s safe, my parents loved him and he loves me. What more could I ask for? After class I yawned feeling a bit tired because of what happened to me from the moment I came here. I knew it wasn’t going to have a good time here like my mom suggested and that made it even worse. I got my lunch and sat down at a table by myself which was good because I didn’t want anyone to approach me right now. I had too much on my mind and no matter how I try to escape Dominic, he was always present in my mind. I hope that one day will come where he would leave me alone and focus on someone else.
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