Lance's POV
I slammed the punching bag and it broke, revealing the contents inside. I wasn't getting happier, I felt empty, with no emotion whatsoever, no sadness, no happiness, nothing!
My inner wolf wasn't making things easier, it growled at every opportunity, and it made me feel so angry at times, always waiting for a chance to be out, I had to spend my time outside the Pack, so my inner wolf won't kill anyone, I couldn't control it anymore, it was turning feral, Raphael told me it was a punishment from the moon goddess for rejecting the mate she gave me, it felt somehow true to me, and at the same time, I didn't care, the moon goddess should have stopped at giving me an abusive father, I didn't need a slave with rogue parents who killed my mom as a mate.
"Lance," I smiled at
