crazy
897 Words
5 days later
"wake up rossa" i heard colen say
"ugh what do you want" i said turning to the other side
"the police is here"
"WHAT" i shot up from my bed
"they are asking about Roy and kyara whereabout they heard about your fight"
"ugh s**t i will go down in a sec" i mumbled in my pillow"i felt the bed go up then the doors closed i got up went to the bathroom did my business then i went and put on a black tight dress that went to my knees as i didnt have any time to shower i put my hair in a high ponytail
then i went out as i was coming down i saw bienna and taylor in each others arms and bienna was f*****g glaring at the copswhile taylor was trying to calm her down they made is official 1 day ago and ben was coming into the living room with coffee and colen rushed to my side once he saw me, me and ben got really close all 5 of us did
"oh hotball you are awake? come have some coffee" i rolled my eyes he just doesnt want to forget the stupid nickname
"thanks ben, how can i help you gentlemen?" i asked the cops
"hello miss we would like to talk to you about Roy and Kyara"
"oh yea have a seat" i said as i sat down and took the cup from ben murmuring a small thank you
"when was the last time you saw them"
"well in school Roy was talking to us then we had to leave by we i mean me and bienna kyara came and tried to attack us but we got away i left because i got angry and bienna stayed to finish the classes why?" i lied yes
"well miss kyara nd Roy have been lissing for 5 days and you were the last to see them"
"i assure you officers i only met them in school and when i left they were perfectly fine"
"okey thank you miss rosa please contact us if you remember anything" he said giving me his card
i took it and walked them to the door
"i will officers good luck finding them" i said with an innocent mind
'you will find them in hell' the voice said
shit s**t pills i forgot to take them after i closed the door i ran to my room and took them what i didnt notice was bienna holding her tears behind me as i turned around she rushes and hit me then hugged me crying
wow someone is bipolar
"hey bienna what's wrong"
"when will you stop the f*****g pills" she said making me freeze i stayed quiet with my head low i didnt want her to know
she pulled away
"please lydia you have to get help"
"NO" i said leaving you wanna know why not because i tried getting help and they tortured me
i went to the room liam is staying in i knocked i heard liam's voice telling to go in
"hey how are you feeling?" i asked as i sat next to him
"i have been better" he said chuckling "hey what's wrong" he said he and bienna know me too much
"the voices are back liam they won't leave help me liam" i said crying he is the only one allowed to see me this broken
"hey hey hey look at me" he said i looked up he was looking at me in the eyes
"we will get them out okey it will not be like last time"
"b but what if colen finds out he will think im crazy and ben and taylor what if he breaks up with bienne because of me"
" then i will kill them" he said i chuckled even tho i know he is serious
only liam knows how to cheer me up
"food is ready" ben yelled he is the one who does the cooking he sais it reminds his dead mother
" i will tell them now at least if they leave they will leave now" i said to liam
"are you sure?" he asks me
i nod
"okey let's go dear"
we went down and ben saw me first he rushed to me
"hotball were you crying!!" bienna looked up shocked then turned away i know she is mad at me for not talking to her
colen rushed after him
"yea..." i caughed to clear my voice "sit i have to tell you guys something"
as we all sat down
i will just say it
" i'm crazy"
they all looked at me
" i hear voices in my head and i have to take pills for it"
"that's it?" taylor asked
"what?! dont you get it im crazy!"
"dang i through you were dying" colen sighed
"are they for real" i said looking at liam
"hotball we love you no matter what" ben said smiling
i felt my tears going down
"f*****g b***h" bienna said hugging me and whispered " you know i hate when i see you cry" i hugged her and sobbed
"th thank you guys" i said
colen hugged me then kissed my forehead
"we love you for you you dont have to hide or be afraid"
"my mom is a psychologist she is coming tomorrow to meet bienna how about you ask her for help"
no no no
liam held my hand
"not everyone is the same, she had therapy before it didnt go as planned" i cringed as i remembered
"dont worry she is really nice" taylor said
bienna looked at me begging
"please for me i can't keep seeing you taking the pills please"
"i will try guys thank you"
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