I've been in and out of consciousness for a few days.
Alessandro refused to take me to a hospital, because he doesn't believe it's safe. Whoever tried to kidnap me could still be out there, and that person is probably the same person who sent that young man to kill Alessandro. Well, that's what he thinks. So there's been a doctor coming to see me, and I feel much better today. The wound on my neck got infected, but it's all been taken care of. I'm recovering.
As for the issue between Alessandro and I, we haven't talked about it.
I get uncomfortable every time he comes into the room. I haven't looked him in the eyes in days. He's looking for confirmation in mine and I can't give that to him. I can't love Alessandro. I can't bring myself to love him. It's just the way it is.
Alessandro
