I'm waiting by his car. He's taking an eternity in there. Maybe he's with Flora, laughing about how much of a fool I am.
I am a fool.
After everything I've been through, all the horrors I've faced, I'm bothered because Alessandro said he would discard me. But isn't that what I want? I want him to leave me alone. I wish I had never met him. So why am I offended? Why did that insignificant word cut me in half?
Although I feel sorry for Flora, it isn't because Alessandro doesn't love her back. It's evident that he doesn't. It's because she's crazy in love with him, but she's making excuses about her family name. Maybe that's what her brothers are fighting for, but not her. She wants his love and affection. She wanted to buy me a ticket out of this mess so she wouldn't have any competiti
