Nathaniel's POV
I couldn't sleep I needed her in my arms. I got up to take cold shower. I needed it to get rid of my restlessness. I made my way into the bathroom and turned the shower on cold, stepping in my body went into shock for a second then I welcomed the icy water.
I stood there with my hands against the tile with my head hung low. Thoughts of us in the shower had me hardening at just the thought I finished quickly and got dressed and went down to the bar area. I poured me some whiskey and downed it. It was two thirty in the morning and here I was drinking.
'Nate...' I heard her delicate voice in my head. My heart stopped for a second. 'Nate ... please talk to me I miss you so much...' She sobbed. I couldn't find it in me to answer her. I had no idea what to say. I closed off my
