Nicholas's POV
I walked and walked until I was at the edge of the Falls. It was dark and windy out. I just stood there thinking how much I sewed up my life. Not that Hannah and the baby have, but I guess this was the price I had to pay; it's a lessoned learned and I learned the hard way. Last night was the most was the worst feeling her ripped from my soul. I knew it was enviable, but I didn't know it would bother me so much. I couldn't sleep all I could think about was my mate, my true mate was in the arms of another man… my beta at that.
It hurt me to know that I was putting all this focus on Alexa that I missed so much with Hannah. I missed the sonogram appointment. I haven't had a chance to sit down and talk with her... Yet she's still there dealing with me and all my issues. I love
