Prince Charming

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Prince Peter's POV

Havel came by to my room for 5 times at last he gave up after i roared at him , my mood is totally off ever since we got back , i didn't leave my room at all , skipped my dinner and i didn't even answer my younger brother's  phone call , damn i even didn't answer my grandpa's call , i am sure Havel got a call when i didn't answer because after ringing twice , my phone went all silent again , i think i might went my anger  in a wrong way if i am not alone , just what is she doing to me , she is a stranger until yesterday , but now she seems to be my whole world , is love like this , i like the feeling of having some one i love and wanting to be with and this longing for her is just something i never had its warm thinking of her but painful at the same time god if you brought her into my life and made me fall for her madly why this pain , when i recall her smiling at that guy it just boils my blood even more , i don't know why she likes him , he is not that handsome at all , he is just young looking , damn i am clearly older than her , might i have a chance if i was just around her age and had similar life like her . What are you doing to me Pragya , in my whole life i never  had second thoughts about what its like to be a normal person even though how lonely and boring my life was in the palace , i still like  their , its my home and its my country where the people who loves us live and the place i lived all my life . Just such a short encounter with her made me thing for such lengths .

After a long thought i still couldn't come up with anything . And suddenly some facts hit me square at the spot , she is some one who is so different from me and if i want her in my life she has to give up many things in her life , when did i became so selfish .

But  its true she is some one i can't have , even if she was single , i don't know if she would accept me for who i am  because she seems like some one who likes  living a simple life  and here i am wanting to be with her forever , if i make her mine she will have to leave everything behind for me and become my queen . Knowing how lonely the palace life is , i can't do this to her but i really want to be with her ,  I really seems to love but how is this even possible how can my feeling for her run so deep just with in such a short span of time , maybe this what love is like and i didn't expect my first love to be this complicated and painful because i am wishing for something impossible here.

But i still don't want to give up like this at least i want  to take a chance , God please if you really exist please listen to me one more time , you are the one who brought her into my life and i think their must be a reason for that , so i am praying again , please god i really love her a lot and i admit it wholeheartedly , so i want to be with her , spending my whole life with her loving each other and want to grow old  together . And if she is the one you choose for then please give her to me i promise once she is mine , i will keep her happy all her life and love her wholeheartedly , that's all i ask for you god , you took both of my parents from me and i didn't give up on you even though , she is the first to make me feel like this in my 26 years of life and i don't want to let go of these feelings .