Prince Charming

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Just as i expected Jason has been eating my brain ever since i  got back , how much i try to mask my feeling i couldn't and  this guy is making it worse with his constant nagging , i convinced him promising that i will tell him everything after we settle this welfare organization matters  that's when he left for his home .

I don't want to worry grand pa now and i have been avoiding him lately saying i am busy with the opening , my brother  tried to pry the details from bugging me when he noticed my change in behaviour . so , i always had to  act busy infront of him , he knows i don't like being disturbed while working .I am sure Havel is at his edge trying to cover for me .

We are still yet to know her details and today is the day where we complete all the formalities that needed to start the working of  our welfare organization after that i am free , i just have to check the reports on its progress at regular manner . But the important part is , i know grand pa , my younger brother Dain , Jason everyone are going to attack me .Yesterday i was almost caught by grand pa staring at her picture sitting all alone in the garden , i thought it was safe place since they know i won't be here much but i was wrong when i was almost caught by grand pa , their is this part of me that is afraid of saying the truth to grandpa , i don't know how he is going to react on this, since she is a commoner and to add it she is a foreigner and is from a totally different culture  , even though we don't have any particular rules regarding our choice on our life partner but still i don't know how and what to tell him , so i thought of avoiding him for now .I can tell Dain but he has a big mouth , as soon as i tell him about pragya i am sure he will fill grand pa in ,on every thing .

Jason called me out for a drink at his place and here we are talking in circles for about 30 minutes , i am to drag this matter as long as i can , since i am still unprepared . Even though their was some little bit of progress about pragya , thanks to one of her roommates who has a bigger mouth than my brother was caught ranting how pragya wasn't answering her call properly ever since she returned to her own town , we got hold of the information of those two girls and thanks to Havel's brains , he planted a spy on them and we got to know she is from the same town of one of her roommates sowmya , i got to know that they are besties from what our spy informed they talk most of the time about her .

" bro i  give up this game now , i will shoot  directly " here it comes .

" what happened with you , don't even try to find excuses ,i can easily see through you or can make you say by using other ways which you won't be liking , so tell me why were you so pissed and moody ever since you got back from your business trip , you even sounded totally off when i called you that day " man do i have any choice now , i think i don't , i feel trapped and i know he won't leave me alone until i tell him the truth , if i make him wait longer i know this guy can go to any lengths to fill his curiosity like telling my grandpa about my unusual behaviour .we don't want that do we . so i gave in and told him everything that happened , all the while i explained to him what ever happened their and how i was feeling , he was utterly silent and all serious , i may add a little surprised and taken back when i say i love her .

After i am finished , he took his time and finally spoke what he wanted to say .

" bro if you ask me  honestly for what you said  i think you really seem to love  that to alot her a lot , truthfully i am surprised and taken back a lot , i even thought you were fooling me but when i saw how serious and happy you sounded telling me about her , i understood how serious you are about her  ,no offence bro but you totally sounded whipped just now when you talked about your love for her but bro i don't know if i should be happy or not for you " now what does he mean by his last sentence .

" what do you mean by happy or not " i asked curiously .

" i mean i am happy that you finally found some one you love and i know how important she is to you as she is your first love but bro i am sad because i don't know if your love is going to be successful or not , i truly wish you get her love and be happy but i couldn't over look all the things in between you 2 , their are many differences between and many more obstacles for you both if you want to get together and i know how it is for you as the future king , if you think she is the one for you , then  it means she is going to be  the future queen and from what i understand from  the situation everything is so unsure , we don't know , if she what she wants and what she will be like and importantly we don't know when your feeling are going to be mutual ." i understand his concern  for me , as we know she is my first love and i know their is still this part of him which still doubts my feelings but i am sure of my feelings for her .

' i know where you are coming from and i have already thought about  everything you said just now and even more . i know their are many uncertain things in this love even in the long run of our relationship , but you won't believe me if i say that , the love i have for her is weakening me but at the same time its giving me strength and i have this unknown confidence in me whenever  i think how happy  i am when i think about her , i think this is what love makes out of you  or may be that's what love is about and trust me when i say i am so happy just at the mere thought of her ,you can imagine how happy my life would be when we can be together " i couldn't help my smile at the thought of us being together .

" Bro you have changed , i have never seen this side of you before ,At some point  i was concerned about how you never even liked anyone or even spared a second glance  , i thought you would change  and open your heart but as time went by you didn't make any progress , i thought you might be like this  all your life alone and cold , but from what i heard today and saw how happy you are , i will support you if it means you will be happy and have someone by your side forever , i will do everything in my strength to make your love successful ."

I am happy knowing he will be my side . i know he sounds  all sweet now or else he might have try sound more cooler if it wasn't for the fact that he is drunk .

we talked a little and i don't know when we fell a sleep after getting fully drunk.