Sela slowly came to her senses as Mr. Milankovitch held her. She felt light-headed still, her heart pounding and her breathing just starting to slow. She couldn't believe he'd provoked such feelings in her and brought her to such a peak, like nothing she'd ever experienced before. How could she have submitted herself to him so completely, so willingly and with such abandon? How was that possible?
She'd only just started college. She had imagined that if she s*x at all, it would be more like what she'd had in high school: fumbling awkwardness and tentative uncertainty; then a rushed f*****g that put a stupid grin on the boy's face but only left her feeling unsatisfied and sore. And while she had been happy to help satisfy two different boyfriends this way a few times, she had thought at co
