MAYA'S POV
"W...What do you know about the night I was drunk? How did you even know I was drunk? What do you mean by it was you Allan? What in Goddess' name are you talking about?" I ask raising my voice.
"Maya relax and calm down. There's no need to raise your voice, I'm here aren't I?" Allan asked me in a calm voice in contrast to mine.
"Okay, I'll speak calmly in return you tell me every single thing in proper detail and start right now" I demand through clenched teeth.
"That night, I came to the bar to get a few drinks and clear my head and immediately I entered, my wolf growled “mate” and I looked around frantically searching for you, just then my eyes landed on you at the far end of the bar drinking yourself to stupor and I couldn't just stay away" Allan says to me.
"I came to sit by your side at the bar and I noticed you were already tipsy by the time I got there but I couldn't just leave you alone so I started drinking alongside you and in no time I was feeling tipsy. You were drunk and sloppy in not more than 10 minutes of my arrival".
"The drunks and riff raffs were already starting to ogle you and stare you down. It was very obvious they wanted to take advantage of you from the looks on each of their faces and there was no way I could let that happen. Seeing that there was no one around you, I could tell you were alone" Allan says to me without looking at me.
"Regardless, I still asked you if you were alone so it wouldn't be like I was poaching on someone else's territory and you told me you were all alone and you had no one to lean on. A part of me felt bad for you but the dark, possessive part of me was happy because that meant you belonged to no one and I had no problem claiming you" he said looking into my eyes.
It felt like he was staring into my soul, every word he said ignited something I couldn't understand but I liked it, it made me feel good. Hearing him talk about claiming me didn't make me mad or feel disgusted like I normally felt, it made me wanted, cherished....sort of and I liked the feeling it ignited in me.
"I didn't plan for our first time together to be like that, you being unconsciousness, unaware and drunk. I wanted you to be awake, conscious, aware and willingly give yourself to me. That's what I wanted more than anything trust me but for some reason, I just couldn't hold myself" Allan whispered very lowly but so I could still here him.
"I'm not trying to make excuses or anything like that but it maybe due to the fact that the mating bond was so strong I couldn't resist it because I wasn't in the right frame of mind, plus I wasn't completely sober" He said with an exasperated sigh.
"I was drunk out of my mind and you were just there, looking all innocent and sweet. I guess I couldn't just handle the thought of anyone else looking at you. I swore to have you for myself and that was exactly what I did, I'm also very elated to be your first" Allan said his gaze burning into mine with all the seriousness in the world making me look away in embarrassment at the mention of my virginity.
I'm just really glad I lost my virginity to my mate and to someone who really cares about me.
"I don't for one minute regret what I did, the only thing I probably wish was different was the fact that you were unconscious, I took you without your consent and I left before you woke up, other than that I wouldn't change anything for the world" Allan assured me and I instantly knew in that moment that he had me here not just because I was his mate but because he actually likes me and wants me around.
"I'm so sorry for leaving before you woke up, I had an urgent issue to sort out, but before I came back you were gone and I was worried. A lot of things were running through my mind, my mind was working overtime. I didn't know where you were and I was going crazy out of my mind" Allan said standing up to pace, running his hand through his hair in exasperation.
"Just then, I got word that you were dragged out of the room by some some retarded bastard in nothing but your bathing suit and that enraged me so much I saw red".
The menacing look on Allan's face right now as he talked about Ethan made me afraid for those who offended him or got on his bad side. I for sure wouldn't want to be in his black books.
"I'm thankful I got there on time, I still can't bear the thought of what he would've done if I got there a minute later. I would've killed him for laying his hand on my woman. On second thought, I think I should actually kill him for touching you and for everything he has done. Yes, I should teach him a very good lesson" Allan's eyes narrow in a deadly stare.
If the way he's acting right now is any indication, imagining him on that day wouldn't exactly be a difficult task because he looks like he's really frustrated and annoyed right now and it's both amusing and touching.
Amusing because he's usually always calm, collected, organized and put together so seeing him like this is very entertaining.
On the other hand, it's touching because I don't think anyone has genuinely cared for me or been worried about me for a very long time now and that makes me both sad and happy.
Happy because it feels so nice to have someone genuinely care about me. It gives me a sense of security as well because for some reason, I feel safe with him.
On the other hand, I feel sad because since my parents died, no one has really cared for me but the twist now is that he's also the reason I lost my last family member.
The reason for my recent happiness is also the reason for my greatest misfortune, what an irony. I'm sure the goddess hates me, otherwise why would she decide to punish me like this.
"I'm just really glad I went to the bar that day if not I wouldn't have met you and maybe some other hungry, s*x starved, lowly werewolf would have put his hands on you. That won't be happening any time or anymore, as long as I'm alive no one will lay a hand on you or touch a hair on your head ever again" Allan assured me and I nodded in response.
"No one will ever touch you because no one ever touches what is mine, do you understand me Maya?" he asks as he pinned me with a very deadly yet alluring stare and I could neither look away nor object.
I had no choice but to concede to what he was saying, but I couldn't produce words so I just nodded in response and he acknowledged my answer with a single nod of his head.
"Now that you know why I didn't ask you any questions and why I'm so good to you is there any other thing you'd like to know before we go down to have dinner?" Allan asks me settling back down in his chair.
It's no wonder, he's taking such good care of me, it's because of the baby. He's a lycan king after all, he would want babies regardless of who they came from, it's just a convenience that his mate is the one carrying the baby.
"So that means I'm expecting your baby and that's why you're taking such good care of me?" I ask warily, holding my baby bump with both my hands in a protective manner.
"No, you're expecting our baby Maya, there's a difference. You're not raising our child on your own, we're raising him or her together. Now that I've found you there's no way I'm letting you go. No way, not ever".
"You will not be separated from me, not you and not our child. I'll protect you both with all I have, never again will a loved one of mine be separated from me. I'm not that helpless, powerless, pitiful boy I was anymore, is that clear?" He tells me with so much honesty in his eyes and words that I instantly believe in him and his words.
"Yes, I understand Allan" I reply as my stomach growled loudly making me sigh in embarrassment and Allan let out a little laugh which surprised me because it is the first time I'm hearing him laugh even if it's a little laugh.