~Nadia I picked up my phone. Vanessa’s name sat at the top of my screen, familiar and harmless-looking, like it always had. For a second, my thumb hovered there, ready to call, ready to let her voice soften whatever sharp thing was clawing at my chest. Then I thought of Lucian’s eyes. Not angry. Not accusing. Certain. I locked the phone. Calling would give her time. Time to arrange her face. Time to choose the right words. Time to become the Vanessa I’d always believed in. I didn’t want that version. I wanted the one who hadn’t known I was coming. The hallway felt longer than usual as I walked. Every step echoed too loudly in my head, my heartbeat keeping pace. I stopped in front of her door and stared at it for a moment, steadying myself. I knocked once. No answer. I knocked

