~Nadia Vanessa was moving helter skelter for a party she wasn't even attending. She had set out a dress on the bed, then made me sit on the bed as she covered my face in dozens of makeup. I had been sitting there for hours; the night already felt terrible before it even began. She had taken care of my brows and cheeks. Now she was just giving my lips and entire face a finishing touch. She glanced at my face, then went to the drawer. I breathed, thinking she was finally done. But no. She only returned with a fresh lip stick and gloss. My brows almost touched, “Vanessa, I feel heavy with this already,” “Shh, you're not going to tell me what to do tonight,” “B- b…” before I could say anything, she started swiping the lip gloss on my lips. Then she dusted my face with a bit of powder a

