He left without saying thank you, which Mara could have forgiven. It was what he said instead that she couldn't stop hearing.
"Burn the sketch." He had already pulled his jacket on, one-handed, like a man who'd forgotten he'd been dying ten minutes ago. He turned his shoulder to the mirror and studied the black thorns on his ribs with the same expression other people used on parking tickets. "If a rider comes asking, a tall i***t with a crooked grin and no sense of personal space, you've never met me."
"I've never met you now."
"Good." He dropped something on the counter. It landed with a soft, heavy slap. "And if that gold shows up again, you don't touch it."
"Touch what?" She was still holding her wrist where he'd grabbed it. The gold under his ink had faded to nothing, but her skin remembered it, the way you remember a hand held too tightly. "You haven't told me what it is."
"No," he agreed, and walked out.
The bell over the door gave one sullen chime. Outside, an engine roared awake, low and furious, and then it tore away down the wet street until the rain swallowed it. Mara stood in the middle of the shop with a tattoo machine still humming faintly in her hand and listened to the quiet he'd left behind.
"Rude," she said to nobody. "Wildly rude."
On the counter, held with a black rubber band, lay a brick of twenties as thick as her fist.
She counted it twice. Then she counted it a third time, standing at the register with the lights off and her heartbeat doing something stupid in her throat. One thousand, eight hundred dollars. Six times her rate. He'd offered triple, and then, apparently, decided that triple was beneath him.
Upstairs, the floor creaked. Wren's voice came through the ceiling, hoarse with sleep and suspicion. "Mara? You alright down there?"
"Fine! Mopping!"
"At this hour?"
"I'm very dedicated!"
A long silence. Then, grudgingly, "Mm," and the creak of a bedspring. Wren wore her hearing aids in the day and her opinions at all hours, and Mara had never been more grateful for one of them to be in a cup.
She scrubbed the blood off the linoleum. She sterilized the chair twice, burned the stencil in the sink, and stuffed the cash into the empty flour tin under the register, where Wren never looked because Wren had once found a dead mouse in it. And all the while the faint warm throb under her glove refused to go away.
The apartment over the Spin Cycle Laundromat smelled like fabric softener and ambition. Mara let herself in with the key that stuck, kicked off her boots, and tried to sneak past the couch.
"You're wet," said the couch.
"It's raining."
"You're humming."
Dani Okafor sat up from under a pharmacology textbook she'd been using as a blanket. Her braids were piled in a knot that defied several laws of physics, and she had a spoon in one hand and a mixing bowl of cereal balanced on her knees. She looked at Mara with the flat, level stare of someone who'd spent three years learning to detect lies by smell.
"I'm not humming."
"You're doing the thing with the left corner of your mouth. You only do that when you've done something you don't want to tell me about. So, what is it? Did you kiss someone? Did you get a cat?"
"I did a late client."
The spoon froze halfway to Dani's mouth. "You don't do late clients."
"He paid well."
"How well?"
Mara considered lying. She was a bad liar, but a decent evader, and she'd built a career on both. But Dani had a way of waiting, patient as a cat at a mouse hole, and the silence went on until Mara cracked.
"Eighteen hundred."
Dani put the bowl down very carefully. "Is this a crime? Are we in a crime? Because I look terrible in orange, Mar. It washes me out."
"It's not a crime. He was just a very rich, very rude man with a very ugly scar, and I covered it." She dropped onto the other end of the couch and pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes. Rain ticked at the window. The dryers downstairs thumped like a slow, sleepy heart. "He didn't even give me his name."
"Okay, that's kind of a crime."
"Dani."
"I'm just saying, anonymous man pays you ten times your rate to tattoo him at midnight, there's a genre for that, and half of it ends in a basement." Dani nudged her with a foot. "Was he hot?"
Mara opened her mouth to say no, and found that she couldn't. A flash of gold eyes, a rough, careful voice, one big hand closing around her wrist like she was something that could break. "He was alive," she said finally. "That was my main takeaway."
"Ohhhh." Dani grinned. "He was hot."
"He was a menace."
"Menaces can be hot. It's an entire section of the library."
Mara threw a cushion at her. Dani caught it and tucked it behind her head, and for a minute the world was normal: cheap couch, bad lighting, her best friend arguing about library sections. It was the kind of ordinary that Mara had worked for. It was also, she thought with sudden, hollow clarity, the kind of ordinary she couldn't actually share. Dani knew about the tuition and the grandmother and the way Mara cleaned when she was nervous. Dani did not know there were men in this city whose eyes turned gold. Mara had never told her, because telling meant explaining how she knew, and explaining meant opening a door she'd nailed shut at seven years old.
She'd always thought of that as privacy. Tonight it felt like standing very close to a fire and being the only person in the room who was cold.
"Hey." Dani's voice gentled. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. Bills." Mara fished her phone out of her pocket and thumbed open the university portal, because the best way to avoid one problem was to stare directly at a larger one. The balance sat there in cheerful red: $2,140.00 DUE. Below it, in smaller type, the policy that always made her stomach clench. Accounts unpaid by the deadline will be placed on hold. Students with holds may not attend classes.
Nine days. The deadline was nine days away.
Dani leaned over her shoulder and read it. For a while neither of them said anything.
"Eighteen hundred," Dani said at last, very quietly, "is almost all of that."
"I know."
"So take the money, Mar."
"I took the money."
"No, you took the money and you're sitting here looking at it like it's a bomb. It's not a gift. It's pay. You did a job." Dani's voice sharpened. "You do not get to turn into a martyr over a good tip."
"It's not the tip." Mara pulled her knees up and wrapped her arms around them. "It's that somebody who doesn't know me paid for six months of my life because he was scared. I don't know what I sold him. I don't know what that was."
"A tattoo?"
"I don't know," Mara said again, and for the first time since the flash of gold, she let herself look at her left wrist.
She'd peeled her glove off in the shop and shoved it in her pocket. Now, in the lamplight, she turned her hand over and looked at the inside of her forearm. Pale skin. Blue veins. A thin white scar from a glass jar when she was nine.
And, running through the blue, as fine as a hair, a faint line of gold.
It lit up when she held her breath. It sank when she blinked. When she lifted her wrist toward the lamp, it vanished completely, as if it knew it was being looked at.
"Exhaustion," Mara said aloud.
"What?"
"Nothing. I need sleep." She dropped her arm, tucked it against her chest, and didn't look at it again.
Dani, to her credit, let it go.
The rain had thinned to a mist by the time Mara unlocked Black Thorn Ink and started the morning sweep. Wren paid her fifteen dollars an hour to open, mop, and restock, and Wren paid her in coffee, which made it eighteen. The shop looked ordinary in daylight. The neon was a tired tube of pink glass. The wall of flash art smelled like old paper. And her chair stood exactly where she'd left it, innocent as a church pew.
She swept the same square foot of floor three times before she noticed she was doing it.
Then the light through the front window changed.
A rider sat across the street, astride a matte black motorcycle, engine ticking as it cooled. He wore a charcoal jacket and a helmet with the visor down. He wasn't doing anything. He wasn't texting or smoking or pretending to look at his bike. He was simply there, perfectly still, pointed at Black Thorn Ink the way a compass points north.
Mara's broom stopped moving.
Slowly, she set it against the counter. Slowly, she walked to the glass.
The rider didn't flinch. His helmet tilted a fraction, tracking her across the room the way you'd watch a lit fuse.
A thin, hot thread of warmth curled up her forearm. Her wrist throbbed once, and she knew without looking that the gold line had come up again.
"Okay," she said under her breath. "You're not subtle."
She reached for the door handle. He raised two gloved fingers in a lazy salute. Then he kicked the bike alive and wheeled out into traffic, unhurried, without once looking back.
He didn't leave like someone who'd lost interest. He left like a man who'd seen exactly what he came to see.