~Lennox~
Nona has been gone for five days. I have felt every second of those five days. They have felt like a knife prick in my most sensitive places. I’ve constantly checked my phone for some type of message or call from here, even though I know I won’t get that.
I have gotten the occasional message from Bryn letting me know that Nona is okay. I never respond, but I appreciate that she’s looking out for both of us. I don’t even know why I care about Nona after the way everything was left. The truth is, no matter what, I truly want her. The rejection, or attempted rejection, was an effort to stop the pain.
I’ve gone through each day doing my Beta duties, but I feel like I’m going through the motions. My heart hurts, just like it has before, but even more so now. Before, I could go to wh
