Darkest Secrets

The Beginning

Rowan-One

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to fall in love at such a young age? Can love conquer all? The true question of the day that still stands is power, stronger than love, and is love stronger than power? How do you go from there? The story of my love life all starts with POWER. My name is Rowan Marshall. In this small town that name means power my ex boyfriend his name is James, James Valco. The Marshalls, the Valcos, and the Swanson's, have run the town since before my grandparents were born. Never did I think that my own boyfriend at the time would betray me and leave me in the dust for power. I thought James and I were endgame we were one and I let him in my bubble. He popped it. I became vulnerable. This will never happen again. What no one knows is I have been off the radar blending in digging for dark family secrets to take down the Valcos. Revenge is not the answer I know all too well but this kind of fell in my lap and I guess I can take back my pride and make my family proud and gain more power. I have started a gossip blog that I trade for juicy secrets, some just gossip, others are very incriminating. No one knows who I am behind the keys, the funny thing is I am only a Junior in High School and I have just begun my assault on the Valco name my next target will be anyone who gets in my way. So yeah payback revenge whatever you call it these days...

Tell me this , is it a crime to do a grown man's job better than his own self let alone son? My brother is best friends with Eric Swanson, and James. He never once batted an eye when we broke up. So Gates , my own flesh and blood is a target. Gates is set to run the family business after college, but what about dear darling Row? I am to marry some rich f**k who thinks I get to stay home and play house let alone baby maker? Nope not if your life depended on it. Time to show these assholes what I am made of.Ghost is my online Alias and is very powerful. I have had to make the sacrifices necassary to keep that secret. Not a soul knows and I have to keep it that way so it does not fall back on my loved ones.

Guess the founding Kings are back from vacation and have the list all setup for the hotties they are fancying this year! Well to bad poor Gates has two girls he is juggling at the moment and now has to make a decision if he keeps one or starts fresh. Is Eric off his DRY spell or is he still pining for Ms Fields! Ha Eric we all know how bad you have it for the student teacher! And last but not least what has James been up to over the hot sweltering months?? I have all the juicy details but why put 'all' the Kings in the hot seat? Stay tuned and remember your secrets are never safe ttyl for now -Ghost

After making my post I hear Gates curse up a storm and run up the stairs ready to bang on my door but yells "You stupid b***h, you leaked to Ghost about Maddy?" I open my door and stair right at him. Gina is a friend Gates! "Gina is my friend and you screwed her over, not my fault Ghost caught you on video outside of Marty's" I yawn. "s**t I jumped to conclusions and thought it was you who tipped ghost off." I sit and sit stew his words and find a way to respond. "Ghost has been after you boys since last year, maybe you should take her advice and start fresh?" I throw the thought out. "By the way can you help me with my English assignments this year I barely made a B last year." Making sure my brother never suspects me. He is so easy to fool sometimes I don't even have to try. I swear he deserved the outing Gina sent Ghost the video and wanted him exposed. "I swear I will make it our mission to get rid of the f*****g stalker blogger." "I already tried after I got outed for smoking a joint, remember I paid a PI! They are untouchable Gates." I had to post something about myself or it would look bad. So Marshall Princess got caught smoking with bestie and King brother was furious. I laugh because Marco was caught going down on me. Marco is not welcome by the Kings and I had to make it known that James did not make me weak.

Gates sits on the bed with me. "You and Marco fooling around again?" I roll my eyes. "Oh come on all he did was relieve some pent up pressure that was never taken care of. Because shocker best friend couldn't even make me cream." I throw out the bait. Gates looks flabbergasted. I have an in different expression on my face. "Row I told you stop talking about my friends like that!" Yep I hit my mark. "I still have my V-card I just do other things. "BTW I am not seeing Marco but someone is....." Gates rolls his eyes. I slug him in the arm and shew him out. I pull out my phone and text Gina and Marr to come over. Marr has been my kind of girlfriend when Marco is not around. Gina is ok with it as long as we don't mess around with her in the room. She usually finds Gates and keeps him off my back. Marr is 19 and a sexy vixen. She has made me scream from the wicked things she does with her mouth. Do I care she is a girl nope. Does Gates care I mess around with a girl? Nope he is hoping she tries him out next. For some reason Ghost has not caught on to Marr and me. I may have to let it slide pretty sure Gates doesn't say anything because dad would totally flip out.

Ten minutes go by and my girls are here. "Marr you and Row keep it in your pants. Gates is no longer a distraction!" "Marr and I are kind of not doing the nasty anymore." Marr giggles. "Row has been seeing someone else and it is so juicy..." Gina looks amused. "Does Gates know? Is he at least in High School?" I hear the door open down stairs and can tell either Eric or James just came over. Time for me to get exposed. "You can not say a word!" "Marr, baby I have fun with you but I picked a guy to pop my cherry!" I squeal because although Jarod Baxter is in college now and very much taken, he has been after the' virgin' Marshall since my freshman year. "It's Jarod Baxter!" I squeal again hoping for my eavesdropping brother to take more bait. "Marr please say something, I know you started seeing Alicia and Eric would lose his s**t if he knew what his temptress is into." Marr rolls her eyes. "We are just having fun no biggie and you know as well as I know that she is just as shy as you were when we started fooling around." She winks. "TMI!" Gina insists. "Ghost is going to go ham on you if they find out!" "I am not scared of no Ghost! Let me tell you that blog will not determine if I am single taken or having fun, I do what I want and that it is my life and no stalker blogger is going to ruin that for me!" I yell to get them off my backs. "So Gina now that you and Gates are toast are you going after Malcom?" If Gates cared he will be listening to hear her answer. "Let's not talk about this while your brother and his friends are in the next room ok?" We hear shuffling after she says that and like clock work doors shutting. I roll my eyes. I hate to put Marr on blast but she is going to be exposed not that I am jealous but I have to target everyone. No one is safe from Ghost. "Who is Ghost? Do you ever wonder if it could be a KING?" Gina throws it out there. "I don't know how is it that the Kings are always the subject of the day?" I toss out. "Well Row I hope you are careful with college boy." Gates burst through my room at this point flanked by my ex and Eric. "The f**k you will, Rowan you are 16 he is almost 20! You will not go near him!" I start laughing and can't hold it in anymore. "He has been after me since freshman year and I have always thought he was hot so what if he is a sophomore in college, Eric tried f*****g Alicia since when...." I toss at the three. "It is totally different. Eric is..." I throw my hands on my hips. "Eric is what a boy and has had s*x and is a minor?" I glare. Marr rubs my shoulder. " Owe it's ok let's take a breath." She pecks my lips and then everything happens at once. "WTF!" Gates,Eric, and surprise James all gawk. "I kiss her back with a peck. "Shut up! Marr I told you we are not anything and Marco liked the latter." Marr winks and I turn to the royal court. "How has no one known?" Eric speaks first. "f**k that is hot!" He says following after. I bat my eyes. "Maybe you should shoot your shot big boy." I lick his cheek. "Rowan stop, I swear this is so f****d up!" James growls. Too f*****g bad. I haven't even started on him yet. He can get in line with Gates over protective ass, I guess I still hate him with every passion known to man.

James-TWO

The f*****g gall of her to openly go after Eric. I knew she had a crush on Jarod and f**k she got Marr and when did Marr like girls. She never let me past second base and teased the f**k out of me. If anyone has a right to pop that sweet cherry, it's me! Gates told me that we should have never dated, it makes us look weak. Well I look pretty f*****g weak seeing that my ex is not effected what so ever like he suggested and Eric f**k him for even trying bro code. The thing is Row and I were together before I became friends with those two happily a doting couple. Everything changed when she suggested Gates and I hang out and be friendly. Gates is one of my best friends now... But Row was supposed to be my girl my queen and we were to go to college and be together. We never said 'I love you' but I thought she loved me. She never chased after me or begged I take her back. She cursed and laughed and said bros before hoes. She never called or texted and even avoided me after all was said and done. I picked a freshman to date right after our breakup. She went MIA and befriended Marr to the friend group. How long was she seeing her for? Was it serious? Was she ever into me? All these questions go through my head as Marr's lips peck my ex. I am not proud of my reaction but yeah I f*****g lose my s**t. "You know what I am out of here." I can't even look at her and I will never seem weak in front of anyone. "Yo J I was totally f*****g with Gates I swear it was not to piss you off I thought you was talking to Ellie Shepherd." Eric claps me on the back. I brush him off and trek toward my RAM. She has pissed me off for the last time her little secret is so getting out. I pull out my phone and message Ghost. I hit send and the damage is done. Let's see what everyone thinks of the Marshall's prize possession that can do no wrong. I get a ping from the Ghost notifying me they got the message.

-Are you sure you want to out Rowan Marshall like that? Wow you are wicked.

I stare at the screen. I am not guilty for any of it Ghost just needs to do the damage. Not give me a lecture.

-King Valco has to expose an ex to make himself feel better. Should I dish your dirt along with her's I got to say I was surprised you even did those things what would mommy think of her son then?

My jaw drops. What does Ghost know? No one knows anything. s**t what could had been exposed? Dad's office was hacked a month ago cyber attack? Was it Ghost the whole time? I was screwing his girlfriends daughter on his desk and had her bonded and a gag was in her. That is not so bad but if Ghost knows about Trish the judges daughter and our threesome I am toast. f**k!!!! Who can I turn to for help? How can I clean up my image after I am put on blast? What college will pick me up to play ball with that scandal? I am so f****d it is not even funny! Only time will tell I guess.

Fling: when are you coming back to the house our parents need to know ;)

Me: be there in 30.

Fling: what is wrong with you;) I had fun the other night. Who knew you were as wild as what mom says about your dad?;)))

Me : that is over we had fun that is all.

Fling:wtf James we like each other why would we be done? :(

Me:it never should have happened.

I never should have gotten with her . She supposed be to get back at dad not a convenient f**k like she wants. And Trish was never supposed to have her join us. s**t I have no idea what I am going to do now. This is going to be a nightmare.

Me: I have some f****d up news and I have no idea how we can fix it!

Judge T: chill out J what is so bad?

Me: we got caught this is bad T. We can't have this get out what are we supposed to do?

Judge T: you worry too much. How do you know we were extra careful and had a blast!

Me: not saying it wasn't fun just saying we are f****d!

Judge T: I have been trying to find out who the Ghost is so I can shut them down.... Just gonna have to put in some elbow grease.

Me: the Marshalls hired a PI and could track them what makes you think you can do any better?

Judge T: Have faith.

Rowan-Part Three

That d**k actually went to Ghost about me. Why do I even care. I should not care I should laugh in his face but when I saw the flicker of hurt in his eyes after what I did. I felt the power he so deeply had to have slip. My brother watched the bomb I just set off on my ex and furrows his brows. "Why did you have to do that in front of him Row?" I roll my eyes. He is just as responsible. "Whatever do you mean brother?" I innocently shrug. "Owe stop it Gates is mad that you got me and he didn't." Marr winks and Gates is fuming. Gina clears her throat and gathers her things. "I am just going to..." Before she can more Gates in on her and not backing down. "Gina we need to talk baby. I know that looks bad but Maddy has something on me that she will go to Ghost for if I didn't go down on her in Marty's parking lot read these." Gates shoves his phone in her chest. Gina's eye grow as big as saucers. "You d**k!" She shrieks. "You taped us!!!" What on earth gave you the idea to do such a thing!" Gina was going to murder Gates. How could you do that. Gates is better than that. Sorry Gates this is too good to pass up. Gina storms out of the room and Gates looks stressed. "Help me with Gina , i f****d up and she is going to dump me!" I scoff. "Why should I even try?" Gates digs his heel in my bed post. "Because I think I love her and I am not a serious guy. I don't do girlfriends and I have no idea how to navigate this without f*****g up. How did you and James get through that s**t?" A ping goes through my chest at his words. "We didn't make it through. We never got past second base. Never said 'I love you' we never got to be that for each other. We James is not with me anymore. We never had s*x. We never got to the point of 'I love you' and we never stayed together because having a girlfriend made him look weak. Ring any f*****g bells Gates!" I bellowed. Gates blinks and leaves my room. I can't. Two tears fall on my cheek and realize I may not be over James as I thought. He did a number on me and the truth is I loved him. I was waiting until his birthday to make love with him. And he dumps me. f**k him. I pull out my laptop and pull up my profile. I cannot believe I am about to out myself.

-This just in, Marshall Princess likes sausage and Tacos? How long has the treasure been keeping that secret? Row you are not what I expected that is for sure! Gates has been busy with none other than Gina Santos and into photography? Videos? But he is not the only one who has been a bad boyy.... James why is it that sources tell me that you had some fun with none other Than Trisha Walker and your daddy's hot girlfriend's daughter? A threesome?Hmmmmm still more to tell on that one

That video is pretty convincing;)))

Stay tuned for my next update

-Ghost

I hit send and watch the damage unfold. I walk to Gates by the kitchen in tears. "You outed me you son of a b***h!" I smack him. I have to be upset Marshall's have to maintain a squeaky clean image. "What? I would never do that to you. You are my blood. I am sorry sis I think James tipped I off Ghost. But did you think it would back fire like that on him?" Actually yes I did because I warned him when he messaged me. "I am not into girls like that!" I shriek. "Marr is the only girl I have ever let do those things and we are best friends she just helped me after the breakup and shown me how to orgasm. What is wrong with education?" I start bawling. " I will never forgive him Gates he is not welcome here anymore. No Valcos are welcome!" I detonate the bomb and watch for reaction. "Oh no he is my friend you can't ban him from our house! I am sorry he outed you but he is still my friend." Wow I am so taking Gates down this time. "He was mine before he became your friend. I loved him was going to give him my virginity on his birthday! I was so f*****g happy with him and encouraged you to become friends. I let him in my bubble Gates! He was mine!" I burst! I didn't realize how hurt I was after the breakup. Gates stands as still as a statue. "You still love him?" I scoff and roll my eyes. Even if I did he would never know. And no I do not still love him. "He never loved me. He never cared to ignore your advice and he never asked me to talk it out dear brother took the best thing that ever happened to me and made him my worst nightmare." Gates sighs and hits a button on his phone. "Got all of it. Now help me find a way to fix things with Gina or I give it to Ghost and send the recording to James." I cannot believe this man. He is my brother! WTF! "You should find out who Ghost is. We all want at them.You are a sick f**k. I am your sister you are supposed to protect me." I leave the room so what if he sends that s**t to James what do I care....

James- Part Four

Gates: man you f****d my sister over she has went awol lol:)))

Me: she deserved all of it!

Me: Why does she get to walk away Scott free after not even reaching out to me to talk about the breakup?

Gates: just listen to this and tell me what you really think she thought.

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I listen to her conversation with Gates and listen to her lose her s**t. She admitted to loving me. She was saving her virtue for my birthday. She was wanting more and I destroyed us. I ruined all the good and f****d it all up. Gates has some nerve black mailing her and not even keeping the secret. God I am such a piece of s**t! She let Marr take advantage of her and is giving her virtue to Jarod? I can't be mad I shouldn't be upset but I am. I need to make it right and I know how I am going to do it.

The next week I start school with everyone else. I need to give her time to cool off. I pull out my phone and message Row.

Me: I am such a f*****g d**k I was mad I should have cooled off first.

Rowie: not going to lie it stung.

Me: I was so upset that it back fired anyway :( Rowie how am I going to get everyone off my back now. No College is going to accept me.:(

Rowie: haven't heard that name in a year.... Are you seriously asking for my help..... WEAK...... that's why you ended things right?

Me: wow so two years obviously meant nothing to you... yeah I am weak right now my family will probably disown me.

Rowie: join the f*****g club asshole my dad will never look at me the same. Thanks I guess.

Me: yeah I am weak right now and the person I turn to is my ex who I just outed. Row I am srry! Please help me figure this out can we meet just us? Please ??

Rowie: Idk why I am even considering last time I helped you I got burned.

Me: I know but I need you Rowie .

I sit and wait for her to respond.

"Son you in here?" Dad calls. "We need to talk now." He yells up to my room. I f****d up no other way to put it. "James this has to be handled." I start making my way down stairs and get socked by dad's latest troll! "How dare you go near Annie! She is not a w***e she likes men and does not need to be thrown into a threesome!" She smacks me next. "Son," before I can turn dad decks me in the mouth! "i***t!" He screams. I can smell the the whiskey on his breath. Blood trickles down from my nose. "You will fix this! You disgrace!" I get tackled by Annie next and kicked in my balls. I grab my keys and head for the door. I am not sticking around for that bullshit. I hope Ghost sees me now the pitiful excuse of the Jeraco Valco. I laugh walking down the drive to the lake to our spot and wait. I sigh and wait some more. "Guess you still remember the spot." A female voice says. Not just any voice, my ex stands there running her hand up her arm showing how uncomfortable she really is. This is my fault. I never told her where or when to meet but she just knew where to go. Being the d**k I am. "I never asked you to come here." "I never expected you to be here." She counters. I turn and look at her. "He got you good this time." She gages my face. Row is the only person to know who my father is behind closed doors. I hid her in my room last year while he beat me before I started working out and getting bigger she knew I had to protect myself. "Caught me off guard."I chuckle. "You don't care, go hang out with Jarod." I throw in he r face not barring her a single glance. I am being so petty and such an ass and I cannot help it. Next thing she does knocks me for a loop. Walks right up to me and smashes her lips to mine. I am in shock. What do I do does she still care about me? Is this showing she cares? I waste no time and go after her like a hawk hunting for prey. She slides her tongue to battle with mine and it wakes me up completely. She pushes off. Walks over and grabs her phone. "Got it now we show everyone that you was only goofing around." She shows me the video. "I am uploading it to Ghost." I grab her again and kiss her begging for entrance with my tongue. She sighs into my mouth and let's me have my way with her. "Stop! No more! I helped you!" She breaks the kiss and puts space between us. "Why did you kiss me like that? Why did you pick now of all times?" I ask confused. "Because you are vulnerable and I will show in the video after being beat up James has a soft side." She picks up her bag and moves to leave. I do the dumbest thing I could think of and open my mouth. "See you at school girlfriend." She stares at me wondering what I am up to. "Where do you go on about calling me your girl again?" "No one is going to believe a single video this was a good idea but we have to fix our reputations. You need a boyfriend and I need a stable girlfriend. We make sense and we will be believed if we are back together.

"Fine!" "How long are we dating for?" I think for a long moment. "We have to fool around and have everyone believing we are seeing each other again and I will make us official around second or third week of school?" I ask hoping she is catching on. "Second week and we follow my rules." She counters. "Which are?" I ponder. "No s*x, No drugs,No side chicks, and No Ghost." I can comply with all of it except no s*x. "No s*x?" "I have needs Row what am supposed to do?" "How are we fixing reps if you can't keep it in your pants?" She has a point. "Same goes for you!" I grab her again and thrust my hip into ass and she gasps. Gotcha! "James. She whimpers. "You are not fighting fair this to clear our images." She yanks me back to her and starts walking on a mission. We we get to my house she barges in first after Annie. Punches her in the vag, next she stalks to Regina in the kitchen and punches her in the face. "Don't you touch my man again b***h you may be dating a Valco but you are f*****g with a Marshall now." She kicks her in the ribs with a final blow and drags me to my room. I'm so turned on I could totally f**k her.... "What was that for?" "Real men don't touch girls remember?" "When I see Jeraco I will let him have it next." s**t there she goes making me look weak again. "No thank you for those two but my dad and I will handle things." "Fine!" Grab a bag and pack for a couple of days come to mine." "Why and what are we telling Gates?" I will figure something out. "Idk yet but you can come home with me and we have to catch up make this fool proof before someone sniffs it out." I pack a bag and do as she says for a couple of days.

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