34 The street was quiet when we got home. The media circus and protestors had gone. Diane was excited to see us and clearly needed to go for a run. “Oh, baby.” I held her face in my hands. She was my golden-furred angel. “I don’t have the energy to run right now.” “I’ll take her,” Conor replied. “The exercise would do me some good.” I clasped his hand. “Thank you.” His smile lit up my heart. “Anything for you, love.” When he returned thirty minutes later, I was half-dozing in bed, still in my clothes, body beyond exhaustion, mind numb. He lay beside me and met my gaze. “Hey, wife.” “Hey.” It was all I could manage. Not even a “Hey, husband.” “All this rubbish will sort itself out.” “I should have become a lawyer.” “Why?” “None of this would have ever happened. We would have had

