Kathryn I thought I wanted to be done with him. Until he showed up at my door ready to stand toe to toe with my two best friends. That alone made me want to at least hear what he had to say. Turns out I didn't want him to leave after all. I know completely I don't want him just for s*x but because his presence calms my aching heart. His arms wrapped around me, surrounding me with his body, with his warmth. It is a need I can't explain but deep down I didn't want to end tonight without him. He stirs a little beside me and says "I am glad you decided to hear me out tonight. I thought I had lost you for good. I don't know why I can't just get myself together. If it's that I'm too proud or the fact that you intimidate the hell out of me. I have found that your demons dance well with my own."

