Kathryn As I am looking at myself in the mirror. The thought crosses my mind, tonight will go one of two ways either things will change forever or we will stay a secret. On one hand I don't want Alex to know for the reason that I do still love him but it is so hard to see a future with him because of our past. But on the other hand there's Nathan he's been the light in the darkness. He brings the best out in me and I am falling in love with him. The future with him seems so clear. I feel like I am betraying Alex by keeping this from him and I'm breaking his heart and mine if I tell him. Fate is a funny thing. What will tonight cost me? Grace walks into the room as I'm pulling on a high waisted jean shorts with a white cotton tank. The look on her face is that of worry she doesn't reali

