JOSHUA After our little chat with Lucy , I tried to convince her to stay at my house for a moment while she rested from the wounds caused by her heels , but she refused , as well as refused to lend some flat shoes from Zara so she would be able to walk better , no matter how hard I tried to convince her , I even offered to carry her on my back , but she completely refused all sorts of help and limped back home. When I enter the house I go straight to the kitchen for something to drink and I see Zara standing next to the dishwasher with a glass of water in her hand and she is staring blankly at the space , I clear my throat to get her attention , and when her eyes land on me she seems not to be looking directly at me , but as if her mind is elsewhere. " Zara , are you okay ? " I ask her.