LUCIA A week. Only a week has passed since I found Kate half - naked in Joshua's bed , I could swear it has been a lot longer since that disastrous day , everything seems to go slower than usual , each day feels like a whole week , I would swear that time is playing a joke on me because every time I look at the watch it seems only a second has passed since I last checked. This is torture. Joshua has tried to contact me by all the means he has found , the first day was definitely the worst , he showed up at my house and basically caused a scene when I refused to go out to see him , luckily my mom was not at home and Ben is smart enough to try to get around the situation , he got Joshua to go home with the promise that he was going to force me to call him , but as much as he tried to pers