LUCIA This last couple of days has been so weird , I am not used to be the one that is been taken care of , because my role in life has been as the caretaker , when Ben got sick , when my dad left us and my mom was a full on mess , I took care of them and the house , and I loved doing it , that is actually one of the reasons I wanted to become a veterinarian, so I can take good care of the animals. But being on the opposite side of the balance feels so odd like it is not made for me , especially when the one doing the job is Joshua , this is not the Joshua I knew , he is been really attentive , and gentle , he treats me like if I am made of glass and would probably break at the first touch. He has come to visit me every single day , which is shocking , since my very best friend Mia , ha