I eat proses for breakfast

You took my heart when you left

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i. stygian pullover and ecru jeans all drenched in cold rain, stalled at the middle of crossroads with morose visage. how can i forget? just a succinct sharing of eyegaze and oh boy, i fathom you were the one. i saw u being hoovered by the abrupt upsurge of swarm before i could even impel a repartee. reckon the rue i felt back then. traipsed the sundry streets of tokyo city in hopes of seeing you again. strayed through shinjuku ward, i praised Okuninushi-no-Mikoto for the vouchsafe to see you again. at the alley in one of the red light areas of kabukicho –standing at the facade of a hosuto kurabu, i gawked at your beauteous presence. still in a daze, i heedlessly walked towards you and when i regain my cognizance we were already schmoozing. the way his lips moves when he talk and laugh; the way his eyes glistered against the neon lights –i can't help but ogle. when the nighttime elapse, we were entranced.

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ii. solicitous of my acquiescence of his nine-to-five, he was reluctant.

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being a beau of the most exquisite taikomochi of the sleepless town –more delicate than the modern geishas, just how lucky i am?

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circardian, our amore never ceased to grow. just when i heed things are incessant, albeit the requited fervor –you left. a story evoked halfway of spring, ended before the summer begins.

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iii. no matter where i go, i see your face. your voice halcyon as thirteen stringed koto being played throughout spring. the twinkle in your eyes every time i read the hundred poems. your petite hands entwined my palm and you sweet scent that of mugicha barley tea in a breezy summer field in shizuoka; a home. where are you right now? are you also thinking of me? i miss you.

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