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the unbeknownst darkness of the night ascertaining my existence in momentary passion –i find my peace. this day is a tad bit offbeat from wonted. instead of going to after class cram school, here i am meandering around some street i've never been to before, and stumbling upon this odd guy i've never seen before.
"' ' . ' ' , "
i hate being told that by some strange guy –but everything he said is true. he can see through the nethermost obscure mayhem within me that no one's ever unearth.
" ' ? ? ", said father.
perhaps, i am but it's out of my volition. it's always about the family name. i'm sick of this. i don't have an utmost hegemony of my own life.
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superficial things like that doesn't make me happy. feeling empty everyday, i don't even feel attached to life. i wonder if i can be free.
" . ' ", he said with a gentle smile.
in the midst of trying to break away, i have found the place where i belong –a place where i can be my true self– in the arms of the one who had the same eyes as me. the warmth of his palms sheathing my heimal essence.
" . –, . "
i was naive. we live in a totally different world. pledging , tightening our grip and looked at each other's eyes one last time before immersing. maybe the freedom that we seek can't be latch onto this lifetime.
' . – – .
&&fin.