“I know enough,” she replies in English. "I know you lost." Lose. I see myself waving a white flag. "Lose? How did I lose? "You ran off." "What did the note say?" I'm practically screaming now. But the more excited I get, the more distant she becomes. "I don't know anything about it." But you know something. He lights another cigarette and blows smoke at me. I wave it away. Please, Céline, for a whole year, I have assumed the worst, and now I wonder if I assumed the worst. More silence. Then, "He had, how do you say, sue-tours." “Sue-tours?” "As with the seam in the skin." She points to her cheek. “Setures? Stitches? Did he have stitches? "Yes, and he had a very swollen face and black eye." "What happened?" "He wouldn't tell me." "Why didn't you tell me this yesterday?" "You

