Her Descendent

Introduction!!!

Hello my name is lunar blue moon  I'm 17 and I pretty much consider life a  miserable phase.

And like almost all phases sooner or later it'll be over, i just happen to be one of the many people on this planet hoping this phase is over soon.

I wouldn't dare kill myself though.. My wolf keeps saying we have a purpose or something, I highly doubt this but it would be unfair to take her life aswell.

I just feel bad that she got stuck with me as her human.

I'm so useless and she looks like she belongs to a strong warrior even though she's a bit smaller than the average werewolf.

Throughout my whole life I've experienced almost every single type of pain except for r**e, I'm grateful for that. I honestly would rather get beat then get r***d.

 I feel bad for the girls who have to go through that, some  people are just selfish and don't care to think of your feelings before doing horrible things. Anyways..

Enjoy!

"Get up you stupid b***h!"

"I'm sorry alpha.. "

"I said get up!"  he says as he kicks me in the stomach again.

I slowly rise from the floor my whole body is aching and my throat is burning like hell.. I feel like i broke a few ribs. I look everywhere but his eyes, I learned in the past that it just makes him angrier.

and we don't want that do we?

I'm torn from my thoughts when I'm suddenly slapped hard across the face only to be knocked right back on my ass. Why'd you even tell me to stand up?..some people really confuse me.

"Clean the kitchen and go to your Damn room! And make sure you get up early tomorrow morning. we have a very important guest and the house needs to be spotless. "  He then turns to face his mate who's standing in the doorway smirking. He walks over, they share a kiss before turning and leaving.           

I used to dream about having a mate, to hold, to kiss, to love. But as I grew up I lost hope in ever finding him I guess I came to my senses or something.

But my wolf is set on making me believe that he's coming for us. That he'll love us "unconditionally".   I'd absolutely love to believe that someone could love us for us but, how can you expect someone else to love you when you don't even love yourself? I can never seem to find that answer and I've been thinking about it for years.     

 "Lets go clean I guess" .  I think to myself as I get off the floor and limp to the kitchen. Yeah now I know I definitely broke a few ribs..

After I'm done cleaning the kitchen I grab an apple and head to the attic "aka" my bedroom. 

The attic isn't bad, it's decorated because one of the other pack members used to sleep up here but, got moved when I came to the pack.  

it's a pretty modern set it has cream white walls and light brown carpet and someone's old bed set up here, the thing I like the most about this attic is that it has a window that leads out to the roof.   I like to sit up there at night and think, some people would consider it scary but I consider it calming. 

I finish my Apple and climb into bed. I'm not very sleepy but I'll probably need the extra energy. I wonder what important guest would come to our pack. I think to myself as I wish my wolf a goodnight and fall asleep.

"Why are you bleeding?"

 "I told you not to look, your to young."

 " Hey! I'm Seven years old!"

 "Exactly, too young"

  "I know what blood is, you know.."

 "I've got a question myself you know."

 "What is it?"

 " how'd you get that scar?"

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