Marnie I wake up a couple hours later and notice a text from Draven on my phone. I instantly smile. God, he always makes me smile, and since telling him about Lydia and Amber, knowing he loves me as much as I love him, and knowing he is doing everything in his power to find my little girls – even though I have lost hope it will happen – and bring them home to me, I smile all the time. Yeah, I cry, but I’m a pregnant, hormonal woman who desperately wants her daughters back. Draven: Dress up, baby, I’m taking you to dinner ;) The winky face makes me laugh. Date night! I climb out of bed and spend the next hour and a half pruning myself and making myself look as beautiful as I can, being the size I am right now. Okay, I mean, I’m lucky, just like last time, I haven’t gained any weight a

