Have you ever felt like you have no sense of direction in life? Like you're just on a wave floating, waiting to be washed up to a shore so you could find a new life?
Have you ever felt like you're screaming on the inside, but you're so quiet and emotionless on the outside? You smile when it is necessary of course. You speak when you are spoken to, but you are nowhere living in your own body.
Well it has been three whole days since I've learnt about my pregnancy. Three days of falling into a hole, sailing on my wave as I wait to be washed onto a shore of my new life.
Have I told Cameron yet? I have not.
His mom only got worse by the day it seemed. The doctors don't know what's wrong with her even now, and that only worried us even more. Of course I wanted to tell him. I wanted to tell h
