There was something about the city at night that calmed me down, even when everything else had gone wrong. I kissed her. I f*****g kissed her. And it was amazing. f**k. There was no way I was coming back from this, and I had no intention of apologizing this time.
I sat atop of the Golden Gate Bridge, staring into the blur of lights of the city ahead of me. It had been a while since the last time I was here, usually it was after a long day, and today had been the longest of those. But no matter how exhausted I felt right now, the adrenaline still coursed through my veins warning off any idea of sleep tonight. With 4am approaching now, I thought about Ali as she slept at home in her bed. I wanted to be there, with her in my arms once again. No, I wanted her here.
No matter how amazing I
