LANCE Zander sees the pizza box first, face lighting up in a way I haven’t seen before. But when he raises his head and sees my face, the smile is erased. He takes the box and leaves the door open, and I step inside. He opens the pizza box hurriedly, tearing off the straw string like he couldn’t wait to see what’s inside. “It’s from that pizza place you really liked,” I tell him. “Right.” He opens the lid, the excitement in his face draining away. “I don’t eat bell peppers.” I frown. “Since when? This… Isn’t this your favorite flavor?” He looks at me in disbelief and swats the carton lid back close. “Since today.” Our eyes finally meeting, I realize how rough he looks. He’s always been strikingly handsome, even after a bad hung-over. He does, even now, but he looks beaten down - dar

