Rita pov.
I cannot stop thinking about how things can be if at all James and get married. I am sure we could be happy with each other every day. This then makes me wonder why I am even scared when he talks about marrying me. We were back to the car after our little sight seeing and " marriage proposal " we were still sloping down on the same road. Sometimes I am thinking that maybe James knows this part of the country..like seriously we are just driving , not minding about where we are even going.
I look up to look at James my head resting on his head. Admiring the handsome guy he is. I cannot help wondering what it could have been like if I lost him completely. I knew it was not my fault but at certain times I used to think things over and thought that maybe I was just not enough for me
