Rita POV The walk home seemed so hell of a walk. I didn't know but by the favour of God I got home. I was so f****d up at the time. So much was going on in my head . So much that I could not even control it. The good thing was that mom was not home and therefore I could cry myself to sleep. I could shout and cry as much as I could without disturbing any one. I first of all sat on the couch tears flowing down my eyes. Every time I remembered that feminine voice earlier on in James house. Tears continue flowing . I remember all that he said to me. That means that all that was said was all false. Did he just want to use me. I don't want to think about any of that. I had promised myself that I could not fall in love. Not that I didn't want to fall in love because I feared being lied to, I f

