Since i was a little girl i have nightmares about my past it's been more than 15 years and i still have them i still blame myself for the death of my father i just can't stop it, if it was not for me my father will be still alive and will have been with me through my hard and good times to support me and see me grow, but no fate had something else for us. After all the time that had passed i still think of him, i became a detective and i threw the fuckers that killed my happiness in jail.
I now live in New York bc i work there, when i came of age i left home bc the memories of my father in that house replayed like a DVD player in my mind and i had to leave no matter what, my mother understood that and didn't protest she was so devastated when dad was gone but tried to hide it from me back then.SO when i finished university i left Florida. At first I found it hard to adjust but after like a month it was normal, i had to deal with criminals, blood, drug dealers and all those illegal s**t, at first I was horrified but i got used to it and am perfect at my job, they always hand me the most difficult task bc they know I'm qualified and responsible for my actions. So now we have an upcoming case which is quite difficult so they hand it over to me but the problem is that it's not in NYC it's in Florida and i have to go bc that is were the crime took place.
but I'm scared of my past and everything in Florida, but at the same time i have to complete my job and I also miss my mom so that's a bonus i guess.
***
few days pass and it was already time for Florida so i took off, when i reached my neighborhood i felt like crying but held it in.
I knock on the door of my childhood house, mom opened the door and she looked shocked to see me, i don't blame her it's been years when she last saw me
she gave me a huge and cried like a baby '' I miss you Avery why didn't you tell me you were coming, baby you look beautiful and all grown up'' she said giving me another hug
'' i miss u too mom, i came for work by i figured I'll surprise u in the process'' i said laughing a little
'' come enter it's a bit chilly outside'' when i stepped foot inside i gasped the house from inside looked different, everything was change the Couche, walls, paintings and the style
''Mom the house looks different'' i said still looking around
''yeah, after you went i felt depressed and alone so i tried changing the decoration of the house, to try and help me forgetting Jackson'' she said the last part sad
'' i know it's hard but try and forget it's also hard for me and i still can't forget that night''
''Ohh honey I'm sorry and by the way there's something important you need to know'' she look nervous
''Mom what is..'' i didn't get to finish bc i heard a voice and froze
''Honey who is this'' came the man putting his hand on my mothers shoulder, i was so shocked say something
''Mmm this is my daughter i told you about and Avery this is umm my husband'' when she said the last part i shot my eyes at her
'' What the hell are you talking about and why didn't i know, since when?'' i shouted at her
'' Honey I'm sorry i didn't tell you i was waiting for the right time and we married five years ago'' what the hell
'' The f**k you are, i hear i thought you were sad for dad whatever'' i took my bag and headed upstairs, on my way i bumped into something or rather someone i looked up and saw a man with a suite he is way taller than me but looks y age or bigger i guess but what attracted me was his captivating brown eyes
''Well, hello i'm Noah your supposed brother'' he said the last part with a smile on his face
'' Well by bc i don't have a brother'' with that i passed by him
i wish i didn't come back i'm starting to regret my decision.