The wondering white wolf

Chapter 10

Annie!!! Can you feel his wolf!!!

"Yup. The feeling has been getting stronger everyday. But I never noticed it because I kept feeling the urge to run. And I think it's Because we found John and Jay tonight. The urge is gone now."

Tapping into my powers, I mindlink to Carter to feel for his wolf

"Hello ax, it's mother..."

"Hello mum. Moon goddess said thank you for trusting. I'll see you on my birthday"

" ax? Do you feel the bond?"

"Oh yes, it's very much there. And I agree to what he said about a hole being filled... I've always wondered why I didn't feel that with daddy Jason "

"Moon goddess has a reason for everything buddy "

Everyone is looking at me again. I do not like to be the center of attention. They saw I was closing my eyes.

By this time the pack has returned from their run. The alpha comes near and sees my eyes closed. This makes him instantly worried.

"What is it Abby?" Drew asks me.

"I was talking to ax. What Carter says is true." I tell them.

John is beaming, alpha Drew is shocked I could connect to my pup and Beta Roger looks mad? I wonder what that's about..

I look back to my kids still sitting on John.

"Hi I'm Carlie daddy. I'm 5."

John breams the biggest smile...

" Hello baby. I can tell your going to be daddy's princess!!"

He snags her and covers her in kisses. Carlie just giggles and squeels

"what about me dad?! I'm Emma and I twooo!"

"Awe" John does the same to emma. Emma loves attention. She always wants to be the special helper at school and at home. It's so adorable.

"Hello I'm Mason. I'm 4"

"... Im hunter. I'm 3.

He snagged them both. Flips them over and kisses them too.

My heart is so full... I agree with the bursting idea.

"Alrighty my babies. It's been quite the night. Time for teeth pee bed."

"NOOOOO" they tell me

"Yes" I tell them

The mom struggles. Life is amazing.

We head up to the house closest to the pack house. Once inside they are wiped down with a wash cloth one by one. Teeth.. They go pee and one by one are in bed watching their shows.

All the while John watched from the side lines admiring his new life.. He just keeps smiling.

Ive made Jack's bottle and I'm about to go rock him. When John jumps in. Holding his hands out to jack.

"Jack can I rock you?" John asks jack.

Jack yawns and nods..

"Yes" Jack holds his arms up to be picked up.

John kisses my cheek after he takes jack.

"Go jump in the shower love and relax. You've done all the work for 6 years now, You deserve a break. You've built us an empire to worship. And I plan to worship everyone everyday..."

I'm left standing in the hall dumbfounded.

I guess I'll go tidy the kitchen

Time quickly passes. All are asleep.

I go room by room covering the kids with their blankets they already kicked off and kiss their foreheads. Hearing nothing but snoring and their box fans running.

TVs are turned off as I step out of their rooms.

John sneaks up behind me cause me to squeel because he grabbed my side. But I soon feel the intense electric tingles..

I smack his arm lightly..

"You scared meee...." I whispered

He chuckles but gestured to go to the kitchen.

"We have so much to catch up on." John tells me."I never want to leave. I'm so in love with you and everything / everyone you've created. I know it's way to soon to say that. But please understand I've spent 9 years looking for you and the kids "

I smile. I'm not often flabbergasted. But all I can manage is smile.

I go to the cabinet to grab my tea cup. Flip on hot water so it goes scolding hot. Grab tea and my heavy cream.

"I was told by mother goddess 3 weeks ago that she gave me a mate. And I should trust"

John comes to me on knees and puppy eyes. Arms together as if to pray.

"Please give us what we both desire. I will not let you down "

This makes me smile. Seeing him on knees. It's a power play to ask people to Kneel. And he instantly does it. Huh.

"Stand up. Yes I want to give this to us. I've looked for you since I was 17. By the age of 19 I started having my pups" I say.

" Can I ask you how old you are? We can start with the basics if that'd be okay?" I ask him.

"Absolutely. I'm 25. And you? "

He moved to the island stool and sat down watching me.

"I'm 25 also. What's your birthday?"

"Oct 25th. And you?" he tells me

I drop my jaw. Seriously how many times do i become speechless...

"Oct 26th! Holy s**t!"

"Mother goddess made you then me. That's just crazy! She's so full of surprises! Plus she came to you when you were 17. That same time I wanted you so badly when I was 17."

"The moon goddess told me to start looking for you in Iowa at age 20. But I've googled you. I did what I could till I got on my bike to physically search for you "

I walked up to him. Moved myself between his legs and gave him a light kiss.

"I want to take things slow John. But I've looked for you too. I want the kids to know you before we practice the art of making more. Before we mark each other "

"As long as I'm by your side. I'll wait as long as you need "He tell me

"What pack did you come from" I ask.

"there's this pack way up north. A few miles before Canada. Blue shadow. We had just 100 wolves. My dad was alpha. He was so upset with me that I denounced my position as alpha. He called me a liar that the moon goddess came to me the night of my 17th birthday. Told me I was lying and made everything up. But the moon goddess told me I couldn't show my parents I was a white wolf. She said I would be hunted.

What about you? What pack are you from?"

That was so sad. But I'm also thankful he's here though. Does that make me a bad person?

"I didn't come from a pack. I've been in hiding since I've had a memory... White wolves are hunted. Bred like a puppy mill. I used herbs on myself and kids to not let anyone know of our scent"