The wondering white wolf

Chapter 1

I love to cook. I have always wanted to see the US and share my love to all with food.

Food can bring so many together. Share a good time and create harmony. Ive never turned down a hungry child. Human or wolf.

Growing up my mom was never a cooker. She would always throw hamburger helpers at us girls and tell us to follow the directions. My tastes buds got burnt long ago.

When I had kids with my chosen human mate, I never fed my kids hamburger helper unless I cooked it from scratch.

My children were never without a full belly and always had a smile on their face.

I suppose I should introduce myself.

I am Abby Neville. I have 6 children with my chosen mate Jason. I have kept my secret of being a wolf from him for over a decade. He caught me one night shifting into Annie; my wolf told me I should tell him. So I spoke in wolf form to him. He didn't like that at all. By the way he pissed his pants.

"I knew you were hiding something from me! Oh my God this can't be real! I think I'm hallucinating!!! Did she spike my drink! THAT b***h!!!" He roared.

"Jason, I wanted to tell you years ago. But I knew you'd react like this. No, I didn't do anything to you. What you see is true. More importantly. Humans are not alone. But I'm not sure Bigfoot is real " I told him jokingly.

"How can you joke about this! How is a wolf talking?! Where the hell are my keys!!" As he's patting his jacket pocket..

"In the kitchen, as always" I'd whispered.

I haven't seen him since that night. So to protect my kids. We moved to iowa.

To be honest, I was hiding anyway.

Jason and Is relationship was bouncy. As the years went. He cheated twice. I caught him twice. But I also took him back twice. Stupid me. What's that saying? Fool me once shame on me; fool me twice shame on you? I don't remember, I've given up. Especially as he wanted more attention from his phone than me. Don't get me started on s*x. After I had my last pup. s*x was nonexistent.

I long to be touched. To be f****d like a queen. I'm telling you its every girls dream to have that s****l connection but once you're in a secluded place, it's like an explosion goes off. Your all over each other. You can't go fast enough? It's so intense that time flies way to fast for anyones liking. You just go round after around. I'm told that's what having a mate is like. Buuuut man do I desire that. I feel it in my bones. Ugh... I need to stop thinking about being thrown up against a wall and ravished.

"Ah s**t!" I murmured. I'm currently cutting onions and about cut my finger. I'm over here crying up a storm. I really want to wipe my eyes. I've about wiped my eyes a few times already. That's not going to end well.

Right, Jason... So the cheating and obsessive phone use. No s*x. I had enough. Third time was enough for me. I packed up the kids and moved to iowa. I don't really blame him though. After I had a pup.. I had to go to a "new parent retreat" to help with my postpartum. It was a lie obviously. But I had to keep up the faecade of human pregnancies. My babies will also shift for the first time at 7. I only have 1 more year for Carter. But I have to find a pack we're safe in; fast.

He'll be a pup when he shifts. He won't be a full grown wolf.

My babies go to human school and at night or after they get out of school; I teach them of our kind. Wolves.

After school,I have them do to a gal I like when I need to see the alpha or when I need to shift into Annie.

When the kids are in school, I like to drive a food truck a couple days a week. Right now I specialize in breakfast and lunch. Jack goes where I go. One day when kids and I can join a pack. When I know we are safe. I might just do week nights or weekend nights. I have thought about catering. But for now I only cook for my kids.

I must be hungry....

Yes, so Rachel. She's great with kids. Yard full of play equipment. She enjoys physical exertion as I do. But is always able to get my kids. Kinda like a second mom. She doesn't know our secret either.

I love physical exertion. I love to care for people and see them grow. I even have a flower garden. I have fifteenth hundred tulips, roses and more. Watching life develop is amazing.

I'm currently cooking supper. The kids are in the living room watching sing 2. Munching on fruit. Them being entertained gives me time to reminisce. Both the good and bad.

My mother told me it was my job to carry our blood line because we are strong wolves and we share the closest blood to our goddess. Selene. We white wolves were chosen to help and guide others wolves. Kind of like enchanteds. But we're bred like a puppy mill and highly sought after. I've heard of wolves going on hunts to find my kind. Other wolves feel we bring them luck.

But Selene knows when my kind is being used. I've been told by grandma Kay that we become sterile if harm is to come to her children. But I've never been in that situation, thank goddess. I can't imagine that life.