I'm 25 years old. I have brown hair, brown eyes. I'm 5'4 and I'm stocky. I've got wide hips and shoulders. Average boobs. I started having pups when I was 19. That's right. Your math is correct. One pup every year. White wolves have a shorter pregnancy period like alpha pups. The gestational period is four and a half months.
And now I am a house mom. But my passion is to drive a food truck. I mask my scent with herbs so I'm never found and bred.
"It's been over 100 years since a white wolf had so many pups that were all white." Grandma Kay told me one night. I'm proud to say my pups are all white and strong. I can smell it. White wolves have a unique scent. My oldest is 6. My youngest is 1.
Carter, Carlie, Mason, Hunter, Emma and Jack.
I have yet to meet my mate my goddess has chosen for me. I gave up long ago. The heartache was dreadful and I was always so lonely. I've adapted to self sufficiency. Being the black sheep I've heard before.
There was a time I'd look into another's eyes longing to feel my soul spark to life and feel the connection to my other half. But he or she never came. I don't think of girls that way. So I don't think my mate is a she. Ha. I just shivered.
I'm just about done with my tacos I made for supper tonight when Mason comes into the kitchen asking for flour. But he says powder snow.
"Why do you want snow Mason? You know it's so hard to sweep up " I asked him.
"I want to use it for my trains. PLEASE MOM!!!!!!" Mason always begs for weird things but he's also very creative. Like he likes to use duct tape for his car / semi roads.
"Fine. It's in the freezer. Thank you for asking "
He starts skipping like a weirdo.
I try to teach my kids individuality. Be who and what makes you happy. I believe every child needs a happy childhood before we have to become adults. I've thought about getting a dog or a cat.
Oh the irony. Hahaha. Wolves owning a dog.
I grabbed 6 plates and filled their soft tacos. Jack gets a bowl with beef, sour cream and shred cheese. Eh, who am I to complain. He loves to eat. When he first discovered grass. He attempted to eat that too. Hahaha.
Afterward I grabbed a bag of doritos and 7up. I'm not going to tell them it's pop for when your sick. Everyone is different in tastes. I dished supper and sat while they ate and watched the ending of sing 2.
Why do they add catchy music? I never thought I'd dance to kids movies. Kids always love when mom is goofy. They don't care what I look like as long as I'm present. Ya know?
After being goofy with my babies... im making a mental note to talk to alpha Drew. He's the alpha of Deer creek. I have yet to figure out if he knows who and what I am. So far he's a good man. When he left me a message earlier; it kinda sounded urgent.
I look up to see the time. 730pm. 'Oh thank goddess'. I think to myself. It's been one hell of a day. It's bedtime hour.
Right as I had the thought. Hunter yawns.
"Are you ready for bed Hunter?"
"Yea..." He says.
" Okay. You need to eat one more bite while I make your bed."
"Okay mom"
"Alright everyone, let's go to the bathroom. We'll teeth pee and get in bed. "
"Mom I don't want to brush my teeth. I did it last week " Emma tells me.
Emma says last week but she means last night.
"Okay em. You can skip one night. But if we don't take care of our teeth. What will we chew our food with? "
She's so adorable when she blushes and becomes flustered. She just shrugs her shoulders.
I rub my hand down my face hiding my smile. They do the funniest of things. I gotta hide my smile because I don't want her to think I'm laughing at her.
After the olders are in bed watching their TV on the Verge of sleep. I'm sitting here rocking jack.
This is my relaxation time singing "twinkle little star" or "ABC" with Jack. He's so smart. I can't wait to blow the headstart teacher away with how much he knows already.
Time always seems to fly when I'm with my babies.
Before I know it. It's my time to workout before bed. So I head downstairs, flip on some music and allow Annie and I to share control.
All to quickly it's 1230am. And time to hit the hay. I make sure the doors and windows are locked. And my security alarm is in place. If that alarm goes off. Someone is within 100ft of my house. I'm up and ready for another death on my hands. My babies come first; always.
My nightly prep for bed is similar to my kids. But I add a quick shower to rinse off the sweat. Nothing bothers me more than wearing same underwear or socks twice plus going to bed sticky. Yuck!!
Ahh... My bed is so comfortable...
Goodnight Annie.
Goodnight Abby.
All was well in my China Town as I feel a peacefulness wash over me
Before I know it Im dreaming...
All I see is white and feel a utter calmness. I try to get my eyes to adjust. When finally I see mother goddess golden eyes.
"Welcome home my child." Mother goddess beams at me.
"Hello goddess."
"I wanted to warn you of an upcoming task. As I've told you before you had your pups; a threat will rise and you must learn to trust again. I want you to trust Alpha Drew. You need to join Deer Creek where your children will be protected where you'll protect this pack as my child " Mother tells me
"But goddess, what is this threat? Do I really have to join Drew? How do I know I can trust him? I'm so nervous to trust again "
"I know my child. You were always stubborn to question my word. But that is how you've managed to get this far. I love you for being you. Our time is up. Until next time, my child " Mother tells me.
All too soon it's basically time to get up and make coffee. I feel refreshed and at ease. Going to see mother always makes me relax.