Once that is done I walk outside and stand in front of the mirror. My normally dark eyes are shinny and bright in the night light. Gosh. I have never felt like this before. The intense out of control feeling. Like I have no control of whatever I am doing. I wash my hands and mop my face and brace myself and straighten my shoulders. After tonight I can just go home, wrap myself in my comforter and sleep this day away. I step outside and walk back into the room. He is tapping away on his phone but he drops it and gives me his undivided attention when I enter. “Is everything okay? You looked flushed when you left?” I refuse to meet his eyes when I answer. “yes. I am alright thank you.” now the raw denim material Is digging into my p***y and is further stimulating my p***y. My food is

