“the deed has been done and I can’t change my past or anything like that. All I can do now I focus on the future and move on with my life.” I tell him.
“you can but you are choosing not to do anything about it. I don’t know what you are not telling me but it is okay if you want to keep it to yourself but what I want to tell you is before like about two months back if you told me I would be wanting a woman so bad for myself. Wanting to provide and see to her needs I would call you a liar and you are dead ass out of your mind but here I am praying she accepts my proposal and see me as a man she can be with. I am willing to bride, cheat and maim for her and I get so f*****g riled up at the thought of anything happening to her. That Is how it is now. I am not going to fight it because for
