I feel like crap Andrea is my best friend and then I have been hurting her feelings without it be my intentions. I know she is right.
We were at the party together, If I was having an anxiety attack or a panic attack she was literally outside a phone call away or a text away to come in and help me but instead I called Sergio. He was not even in vicinity but I wanted him there with me instead of my best friend. I feel like a bad friend here I just didn’t want to ruin a good time she was having with her friends and the guys I did not stop to think that she might’ve wanted me to need her.
“I’m sorry Andrea I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings I just didn’t want to ruin your good time. All I wanted was for us to have fun, get wasted, Take a bunch of pictures and post on i********: fight the
