i don’t get this family thing they have going on. Since when I got here no one is telling what plans they have. I tried talking to Sergio about it but he is hell bent on keeping away from me or keeping me away from it. But he is talking his brothers and whenever they do that they have all the doors shut closed and I am locked out. Thankfully i have ways of keeping myself busy or I would have run mad with the questions in my head. I couldn’t call Marcel or Andrea and I know they will be losing their minds trying to reach me. Everything is just s**t. Sergio said I had to dispose my phone because they might be tracking me or something like that and he is getting me one soonest. when I agreed to date him I was very aware of his dealings with criminals as a criminal family and syndicate. I kn

