“i understand that if I was not the one who killed him someone else would have done it but it didn’t make it any easier.” he says to me.
“The thing no one knew was that I could not sleep. For weeks I had the same nightmare. He haunted my dreams and my waking moments. I dealt with that for months till one day I just stopped dreaming about it. My uncle had a discussion with me and it was like he knew I was troubled because he said something that changed my life.” he says pausing and finding my eyes.
“he said ‘even God killed the people that stood against his beloved, all men kill, it is in our very nature and that of our father who bore us’ that’s what he told me. It shifted my thinking. It was guilt. I felt I had no right to take a man’s life but what my uncle told me was that the man thr
