Tonight, I held her close to me. Close to my heart, letting our bodies mingle in a peaceful cozy sleep. Having her in my arms brought me a sense of peace I have never known before in my life, as if all my troubles just magically vanish when her skin touches mine. I’ve missed this so much and stupidly haven’t realized how much I’ve been neglecting this. Neglecting her. My thirst for revenge pushing her away, breaking us apart and she was bravely fighting it in her own corner, not wanting to pull me out of something that was supposed to be important to me.
But as I lay here, my angel glowing in my arms against my tanned skin, clarity hit me like a train on a track, overwhelmingly transparent flashing my stupidity right in my face.
I was failing her.
I couldn't let this happen, I had to b
