Macy POV I'm flooded with guilt thinking about leaving my mom. I know what it's like to be left and feel like you're no longer useful or wanted. I never want to make her feel that way. I can feel Jax's panic and sadness through the bond. He thinks I'll leave him. God why does everything have to be so hard! If I stay, I lose Jax. If I go, I lose my mom. The only difference is my mom has Vinny. Maybe they can take this opportunity to travel like they always wanted to. " Mama.. I-" " No, no! I'm not trying to make you feel bad honey. It's just not easy watching your baby turn into an adult and decide to fly the nest. But it's a part of life." She cups my face and flashes me a tear streaked smile. " I'm happy for you, My sweet Macy. You deserve having someone to take care of you for on

